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โš•๏ธDepression

๐Ÿง‘Anxiety

๐Ÿ˜ฐStress

๐Ÿ’—Relationships

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Anonymous

I need a help.
When I was in a highschool I have a boyfriend I called it first love. I was a type of a person who really loves stories, books and movies. I am also a big fan of any horror stories including creepypasta, ito no junji and so on.
I was in college rn. In a day of reunion I was looking for him so I ask his classmate about him and she said that he never know that person and not just that I keep on asking everyone if they know about my ex boyfriend but they really donโ€™t. Some of my friends tell me that I narrated my story with him but never been introduce.
Years goes by I recieved an email it was from facebook with his name and I just found out that the email that he used in facebook is my gmail account so I tried to open it. I just dont know how to react when I look at the messages. He never chat to anyone except me.
In conclusion I donโ€™t really have a boyfriend back then the one who chatted me is myself. Those memories are fake. The one who broke my heart never exist.
I DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT HAPPEN TO ME OR WHY IS THAT HAPPEN.
am I crazy or what? Iโ€™m really scared of myself.

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Anonymous
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What do you mean by good? Iโ€™m really scared about it.

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Anonymous
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Well this might be a serious problemโ€ฆ

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Anonymous
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Yaโ€ฆ I agree โ€ฆdear you should concern or tell someone

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Anonymous
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I wish I haveโ€ฆ

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Anonymous
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Donโ€™t think like that

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Anonymous
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So its actually fine? I found something in internet that imaginary friend will never fade I dont know if its true but if it was why my ex boyfriend gone then?

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Anonymous
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Hey cool downโ€ฆwell I think you can tell this to your parents and concern a therapist or psychologist.

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Anonymous
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My parents donโ€™t want to talk about mental issues ๐Ÿฅบ

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Anonymous
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Talk to them for once atleastโ€ฆ

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Anonymous
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I already did but they just blame me. They said that its was just on my mindโ€ฆ

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Anonymous
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Thatโ€™s really very sadโ€ฆI feel so bad for you

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