I need a help.
When I was in a highschool I have a boyfriend I called it first love. I was a type of a person who really loves stories, books and movies. I am also a big fan of any horror stories including creepypasta, ito no junji and so on.
I was in college rn. In a day of reunion I was looking for him so I ask his classmate about him and she said that he never know that person and not just that I keep on asking everyone if they know about my ex boyfriend but they really donāt. Some of my friends tell me that I narrated my story with him but never been introduce.
Years goes by I recieved an email it was from facebook with his name and I just found out that the email that he used in facebook is my gmail account so I tried to open it. I just dont know how to react when I look at the messages. He never chat to anyone except me.
In conclusion I donāt really have a boyfriend back then the one who chatted me is myself. Those memories are fake. The one who broke my heart never exist.
I DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT HAPPEN TO ME OR WHY IS THAT HAPPEN.
am I crazy or what? Iām really scared of myself.
What do you mean by good? Iām really scared about it.
Well this might be a serious problemā¦
Yaā¦ I agree ā¦dear you should concern or tell someone
I wish I haveā¦
Donāt think like that
So its actually fine? I found something in internet that imaginary friend will never fade I dont know if its true but if it was why my ex boyfriend gone then?
Hey cool downā¦well I think you can tell this to your parents and concern a therapist or psychologist.
My parents donāt want to talk about mental issues š„ŗ
Talk to them for once atleastā¦
I already did but they just blame me. They said that its was just on my mindā¦
Thatās really very sadā¦I feel so bad for you