I need a friend....
I don't have any offline friend...looking for online one. 

3am Thoughts

I dont do any work at my job. Is it only me or anyone else too?

Other

Helloo, I just wanted to see if there's someone who would like to talk about deep topics or controversial topics. I just like to discuss with people with different points of view, it's challenging and interesting

Friends

Everyone knows the solution,
They are all just trying out alternatives, in hope, in despair…

Do Indian parents understand about the sexual need of their children?
I am 27. This question keeps coming in my mind... Whenever they talk to get me married. Do they consider it as responsibility that they want to get done with. Or is this geniune concern of sexual need of children.... Or is it that I'll be having low fertility with increasing age, thus they want me to get married and be a baby making machine. 

Family

I'm so nervous about going to school and starting to be a new person. I wonder what my friends and teacher think after I tell them that I am a transgender man omg omg

Coming Out

I'm a fucking loner, a sadist, an outcast, my mind keeps telling me I'm worthless and deserve all the bad things in the world and I continuously keep hurting myself. I wake up with a bloody headache with the same thoughts going on around in my mind and me distracting myself from those thoughts. I actually have an amazing mind and I can use that for anything but I'm using all my will to find against my own thoughts. I can't speak with anyone regarding this. I keep telling myself it'll become better. I want to become better. I can't seem to find a person I like. I don't have one bond worth remembering, worth missing, worth a teardrop. It was always me, myself. I faced my fears, disappointments, tears, pain, everything on my own, I celebrated mu success happiness everything on my own. I used to the aloneness. But when I couldn't handle it on my own I turned towards alcohol. It started as something I'd do to escape my emotions and it turned into something I needed every fucking moment, that and getting high. Now I'm on my 7th day of trying to be sober. Getting sober is not my concern at all. I can easily get through it. My issue is with myself. I wanna become better. It feels as though I'm stuck in the same cycle from more than 6 years. I'm venting this out here cus I don't think there's any person that I'd like to say this to. I want help but everything is disappointing, lame, messed up. I'm gonna get better on my own and when I'm helpless, I don't think I will be able to handle hurting myself again. But I'll do it. 

Self Esteem

I don't know what should I say. I am feeling very low and don't understand why. time is a bit hard for me at the moment. but I am not the guy who thinks much of it. but I feel very weird today.  can't concentrate on anything and my brain is bursting out. It's a very ordinary day and I am feeling like a man trapped in a lonely place for a thousand years. I don't know any other way to put it. but it's more than lonely. I've friends and I can talk to them but sometimes it doesn't feel right. hope someone will understand what I am trying to say.

Psychology

Suddenly I'm a little kid who's waiting for their parents who never came.

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