Emilia @nobodymuch
I moved to my home country three years ago, and back where I lived, I spent all of my childhood there until I was 12. I agreed to move because I wanted to run away from all the stress and exhaustion (I had bad anxiety in school).
It didnโt hurt much at first, I was happy to be away from what spiked my anxiety but tbh it all got worse despite how easy-ish school was.
I missed my old life, my childhood, more than I thought I would. Thatโs what hurt, the regret of leaving but the idea that whatever I do, I will not have my old life back. I wonโt get to see my friends again like they want me to the fact that they tell me it a lot makes me feel worse. I wonโt get to relive moments of my childhood, like going to the mall or going to places Iโve been before. I canโt even go back for a holiday because my parents donโt want to or donโt have money. It just hurts and I didnโt think Iโd miss it this much
Shoaib @shoaib
Well not now but may be in future you will goo still then you can await.