I miss you everyday my love. Be happy wherever you are. I miss your vibe. I love you. I really do.

Love

I’m feeling so guilty and awful today because I accidentally let my two Guinea pigs pass away. It was about 3-4pm and it just randomly hit me that I forgot to feed them and give them water so I rushed outside and saw them laying there on there water bowls. I feel like a monster it was really hot today and I completely forgot about them and I just wish I could go back in time and change everything. I feel guilty for enjoying anything because all I can think about is while I was having a fun Sunday weekend my poor babies were suffering and I feel like it’s all my fault. I want to just hold them and say one last goodbye and to say sorry. Im the reason they passed and I wish it was me who suffered not them they were the best pets I could asked for and just a simple mistake took it all away. I just need someone to be there for me but i don’t want to talk about this with anyone. My babies are gone and it’s all my fault I hope you two feel no pain wherever you are now and someday you can forgive me rip poppy and Wilbur  

Depression

My boyfriend cursed me and my mother over a small argument and he does that very often but this time aa blocked him . I did a right thing right ?

Relationships

new to this , i hope i dont offend anyone with my comments

Acquaintance

Sad and kinda like confused 

i wanna stay away from my phone. and feel like a human

Addiction

18yo college girl
how does it feel .. 
you are feeling completely different from the people around you .
You are sitting all day in your room, trying to do something,....
.you don't have a single friend and you don't know how to make friends in online too ..because you get too emotionally attached .. because you have been lonely all these years.Never had even a single close friends from class 7th to now(Because u were studious and other girls were not . so u didn't bond with them well , or maybe you didn't find someone close to ur heart ,, like you..)


. Till class 6 I had a very close friend. We also used to visit each others home. We were like a family.but after that I shifted to a city...so it all lost.. and now this corona has destroyed all my plans of going into college and make friends..

At the end of the day you are feeling sad...seeing your peers having fun and posting photos and videos with their lovely families and friends.

what to do I can't even focus on my academics. Im sure they are doing better in academics as well as in life than me. 

and also **with whom I express my feelings**?? I even fear to let my peers know my feelings because I don't want to feel miserable in other peoples eye..maybe..Should I express it to them too.. and be honest with them.. I even don't know.. Maybe is this my suppression of feelings causing me more pain ..?

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