I miss the old me ,miss  vibrant soul of mine which use to smile in every hard situations .....came so far that can't return back ...

I understand bro
Bolna alag baat h but usse krna kuch alag kimat mangta h 
But you’ll do it trust me 

Okay so you did it in your past 
And you think you cannot now how’s possible bro
Believe in yourself

never too late to rediscover the old you 

3am Thoughts

I'm at a point where I think it’s better for my parents to divorce. Living in this house, seeing them hating each other, being sarcastic, slam things, no communication and hurting each other's feelings makes me feel stressed and useless for being a child that unable do anything. Living under the same roof, but sadly in a situation where i have to choose which side to take. 

Family

I have to prepare some important document and I need to finish it by today. And I'm procrastinating because I'm scared how bad it might turn out as I'm not getting any ideas to frame and add on to it. It needs to be really good as it is an important document that decides my future. I don't want to procrastinate but I don't feel like writing. I don't wanna do it. But it needs to be get done.
Shit😑
I tried taking break and coming back to try, it is not working. I'm just lazing out. It is scary and I'm afraid, I won't make it.
Help! Give me some suggestions or anything to help me calm down and get my work done.

Anxiety

The periodic lesbian movies are just chef's kiss. Everytime i watch one it makes me feel content. 
The poems, the letters exchanged by those lovers, ignite the writer in me. 


LGBTQ

My bf keeps flirting with other girls while we are living together. He has lock on WhatsApp which is the only lock I don't know in his phone and today when he logged in laptop I saw him sending kiss  these  emojis to a girl who was flirting with him few weeks ago. He knows I hate when anyone in a relationship does that.. yesterday I saw another girl sending him kisses in Insta but he didn't reply that so I left that incident but this when he sends it back..it's really bad..I love him and don't want to lose him but this is not tolerable with me. He is good in every other case. He handles my mood swings he cooks for me when I'm hungry he does all the things with Love but this one thing I can't take it easy as in my previous relationship too I got cheated and he knows that as well. That's driving me crazy. I stormed out when I saw the text but don't know what I should do after going back to our place...just please suggest something 

Cheating

I'm feeling content. But I'm here to give someone a shoulder if they wish to tell me about their day. Connect with me & let's make it a safe haven ☺️

Compassion

I could see the posts with broken heart,trust issues.uffffff
Positivity is something you need to develop in every bad situation 😀

Spreading some love ❤️

Love

Putin is going to use nukes and he’s been planning this all along. Remember Putin tried to join NATO and they rejected him, he’s a man who lives on his ego. 

He jailed people who challenged him and his authority, had people killed, and sees himself as some kind of national hero to the Russian people.

Men like him would start a nuclear war just for the attention, and he’s going to get a lot of it real soon.

Putin must be stopped and it has to be the Russians to do it…

Day 171 of writing journal entries.

I had a chaotic day today, my brain is like all over the place so I don’t know how I feel but I don’t feel upset I guess so yeah that’s good. Youth group was pretty funny. 😂 I had lots of laughs.

I didn’t do anything else today except watch anime and meditate. Hope everyone is having a good day! :)

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