I MISS MY EX :(

Breakup

I miss my ex… but broke up with him 

Boyfriend

hi folks 
Iam confused about my love life .
i was in a relation 4 years ago .i was blind mad what not .i put everthing into it .i took taht relation with so much dedication but becoz of one external factor we had very worst breakup and there was no single day wre i dont stalk him .but after my breakup i found very decent guy after 2 years of it .iam happy with him but iam not mad for him .now twist all of sudden i get call from my ex stating that hey iam looking up for brides but i unable to imagine anyone else other than u .iam head on heels for him but i dont know what to do iam sacred this time wht if he leaves me again middle of no life ?  
so confused ???  

Confusion

Hey guys,
I was in a relationship 4 years back, and he was too possessive and short tempered with ofcourse some wonderful qualities as well. We constantly had our fights and one day he raised his hand on me because of which I broke up with him and never looked back. Now after 4 years, i drunk called him and feel so guilty about it. Like i want to talk to him not because i want to get back, but because i feel lonely at times. Should o do it ? I mean it's so confusing. I remember what he did, but still I want to just talk. Can anyone say something which can make me feel less pathetic please

Anxiety

so here goes my story. i dont think its anything new. so i got involved with a younger guy. i thought i will not fall for him but i accidently caught feelings for the dude. my mistake. he used to tell me he loved me and i was stupid enough to believe him. i tried breaking up with him multiple times but we kept getting back together. yeah i was not happy in the relationship. but when i decided that i will stop all the bullshit and try to make the relationship work he decided to break up with me and it hit me hard. at first i used to avoid him thinking he doesnt want me anymore but then he started avoiding me. he blocked me everywhere. i started to get a taste of my own medicine and it hurt sooo bad. later on i got angry at him for breaking up with me and it pissed him of more. and he was really rude to me. that shit broke me. even now its been months. but there is this ache in my heart that makes me feel heavy . i feel this sinking feeling. its basically bugs me soo much. i have thought of reaching out to him. but i am afraid he will block me again or like ignore or be rude to me. and then i think he was rude to me so i dont want him to see me as crazy or desperate. my life has been a downhill from there. everyday it hurts and everyday i am clueless as to what i should do to make myself feel a little better. the best days in my life are when i forget to remember him. those days i feel at peace and happy. i hate myself for feeling this way over a guy. i hope this miserable feeling would just disappear and somehow something out there would set me free.

Insecurity

Feels like texting him. But a little bit scared and shy to do so. Still can't get over thinking what he would be feeling about me. 🥺🥺

It's SO hard that I still can't let him go, it's still here in my mind. That tiny hope, is it my true gut feeling or is it just my brain tricking me? 

3am Thoughts

I really like one of my friends. We'll call him T.

Basically, we kissed a couple times about 3 years ago, but then we started dating other people. Time passed, he broke up with his ex, and about 5 months later I broke up with mine. 

He started chasing me a little bit, and we kissed a few more times, but i wasn't emotionally available since i was grieving my recently broken relationship. I think T realized that and stopped chasing me.

A few months later, when i was finally over my ex, i saw T at a friend's birthday, since we share the same friend group. I realized i liked him a lot. Shortly after that, i asked him to hang out and we ended up sleeping together for the first time. 

After that I was hoping he would text me and ask me to hang out again, but he didn't. I didn't text him either. But i assumed he didn't like me and nothing else would happen between us. We hung out a few times with the whole friend group and everything was fine, we basically pretended like nothing ever happened between us. But i never stopped liking him.

A few months later, we started talking via instagram and snapchat, but just like friends. One day we hung out with another friend, and i just felt something was different. T looked at me in a way he never did before. It was just a second, but i felt like time stopped. I thought maybe he did liked me.

One night we went out with the whole friend group, and he ended up walking me home. We talked and laughed a lot, he gave me his sweater and he hold my hand, which he never did before. We ended up sleeping together for the second time.

After that i was, once again, hoping he would text me and ask me to hang out, but he didn't. So about 2 weeks later, i told him that if he ever wanted to hang out with me he could just let me know. He told me he was busy with college but he would text me when he was free. He never did.

It's been almost two months since that. A few days ago i talked to one of my friends (which is also his friend) and told her about the whole situation. She told me T is really insecure and when someone (a girl) asks him to hang out he thinks that it's out of pity and that they don't really wanna see him. However i think i made myself very clear about wanting to see him. So I don't know if it's that or he just doesn't wanna see me. The thing is i thought that he didn't like me before, and i was clearly wrong. So I don't know what to do. I'm also a very shy and insecure person, so i don't know how to approach him without being annoying or looking desperate. But i really like him and wanna be with him (obviously i never told him that, and i don't think i'll ever will)

What do i do? do i ask him again to hang out? do i wait til he comes to me? do i straight up tell him i like him? do i move on cause "if he wanted to, he would"?

I really appreciate any advice, and thank you so much if you read the whole thing. Also i apologize if my english is bad, it's not my first language. Thanks again for reading my story, i hope at least you found it interesting. Have a good day <3











Crush

It's been 3 years since my breakup and i'm still not able to overcome his thoughts
I tried to overcome with the feelings but i guess I am still failing ,he still comes in my dreams ,I mean really bro why! why ! 
Please someone give me solution


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