i miss him dude i miss him so much. i think i was falling in love with him. he was the sweetest. and i hate myself for the fact that he couldn’t bring himself to talk to me. why didn’t i push him to talk to me? i hate myself i just want to be with him for once. i really do, just once if i can
himani goyal @introvert_gi...
Why do you hate yourself if he couldn’t come and talk to you??
maybe if i was more open to him, he would talk? idk you can’t really help but blame yourself
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himani goyal @introvert_gi...
You don’t deserve this…. Blaming yourself for others mistakes or incapability . And may be you don’t deserve someone for once you will have someone for forever
yea but i was supposed to be there for him, like he was for me, be his comfort space, it just hurts so much, it felt like he was the one and i couldn’t even bear the thought of losing him… well now i did. life’s so unpredictable dude, and all i want is one more conversation, just one more but can i really get it?
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himani goyal @introvert_gi...
Yess, just text him. You are already regretting… so why not text him and if things doesn’t end well then regret.
i can’t text him, that’s the thing, he had this surgery and he just left all his socials and he had changed his number too…
himani goyal @introvert_gi...
So let it be. I know it’s easier said than done. But you have to let it go. If him and you are meant to meet you will someday. Or maybe you will meet someone better soon…
yep i know but is it too wrong for me to ask for one more conversation. im trying to get over him it’s only been like two weeks.
i really hope he’s okay tho.
also thanks for being here <33 i really appreciate it :))
~m
himani goyal @introvert_gi...
Anytime:)
Also instead of asking for one more conversation…pray for him to get better
yea i guess we gotta try
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