I met a person here who gives awesome life advice and support to everyone but when started talking it was like a simp no offence
So yes all that glitters are not gold

It's maybe because I'm broke so my mind can think upto gold only 😂

I haven't had that happiness yet and  actually money solves 95% of the problems i have and hence get happiness

I wish to but muje acha nahi lagata if i do so

Anxiety

I wish I could look more feminine.

LGBTQ

Really feeling helpless. I want my wedding to happen a certain way but the partner only is not agreeing to my kind of things. Leaving me in doubts if he really is the right one for me?????

Are you depressed?

I fought so hard to get out of from that trauma which my toxic relationship has given. Everything was going well. I was living a happy, peacuful life till yestetday. But unfortunately, I saw that toxic person again. I remembered all those disrespect, narcisstic abuse, cheating, everything. I remembered those days which I beg for bare minimum. That 4-5 seconds of sight, watching her entirely destroyed the strength I've gained, the happiness I've achieved, the peace which I was enjoying. Viper can bite you and lead to death in a second. But this viper is more venomous , its a slow poison, which kill you slowly. Last saturday, my therapist was too happy since I've healed my wounds a lot. But this incident did a lot of damage to that wound, blood came out again. I can smell those dark, depression days now, which I fought against so hard. The Band Aid need to be stronger. Need some anti-venom to detoxify the venom she injected just by a sight. The intensity of that toxic relationship is easily understandable from the words I have used here. Some people deserves nothing, she is that kind of one, just like a criminal. I'm alive now, without suicidal thoughts just because of my will power and prayer of my parents. The way she lead a happy life after destroying me is really a sad sight to watch. Then what is the meaning of me being loyal and lead a life as a good person? God needs to open eye. Justice need to be served. Dear Karma, please take care of her.

3am Thoughts

Im feeling pretty down. So much as gone on in my life recently and I still trying to make sense of it all. And I hate feeling sad and depressed. Because if I’m being honest to myself thats how I feel everyday. No matter how many people I have around me. Or even the people that love me. And I just feel empty and not important in this world that we live in. And it never gets better. I just feel worse as everyday goes by. And I can’t do anything but cry and I feel miserable. And the people who I love and the fri￼ends I have don’t understand that. And I’m not expecting them to understand everything but I do expect them to be there for me when I’m at my lowest. That’s all I really want to return because I’m always there for them through anything and everything.  whenever they need me I’m there and I just don’t get that and it hurts my feelings to know that my friends and even my family don’t give a fuck about me.


What if i am not able to crack NEET...

Recently, I've been getting insomnia. This is the first time this has happened. I don't know how or why I am getting it. I searched it and up and I think it's due to stress over AP exams. Does anyone know how I can make this better? Please help, I really need to focus and study but I can't because of my insomnia. It causes me to be really sleepy and I get migraines during the day so I can't focus properly and it's getting hard to memorize material for my tests. I usually have a regular sleep schedule (no naps in the daytime), and I don't drink coffee. 
Thank you!

Insomnia

I completely know this is not a dating site at all but I am looking for a girl with whom I can fli rt a bit.

In case, any girl is interested, do comment.

Note: To all that this doesn't concern, don't comment with your judgement.
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