I messed up again, why I always do this, every time, every single fuckin time , I get to know someone and we become good friends and then I mees up everything , though unintentionally but I mess up , I have never hated me before like this , I don't know what to do , should I stop making friends meeting new people, how I can mend things with existing , I try to give my best but fuck up everything everytime 

I've never been a group guy , I can't to people freely if I'm in a group , we met after a long time , she tried to talk to me several times but I was not able to, it's not like I did n't wanted to , but I just cant. She took it as an insult and now she is not talking to me , it was never my intention to hurt her, she felt like she has never been nice to someone like this and even after that she was treated like this.. And she is r8 ,  I was at wrong here but now what should i do

remember..if they care about you, they will stay 😇

Failure

Friends?? 

Friends

I hate my roommate..

Anger Issues

Fuck my friends

Breakup

I have so many friends but none to share my worries to.


one of my friends gets triggered very easily. i triggered her but i don't feel bad
actually, i don't feel much emotions. it's as if i'm closed up i guess.

Misunderstanding

Day 111 of writing journal entries.

I’m really tired, and stressed out. I honestly just wish that friendship in the United States could go back to what it used to be… because I could use a friend like that right now. Someone who I can get all the hugs i need from without feeling judged or ridiculed. 

I’m sick and tired of people acting the way they do. I know there are good people, I see them online all the time, like on this app, I just wish I could see these people in real life, and be their friend.

Personal Growth

I'm fake. I pretend to be stuff I'm not.


Exhausted

Idk if this happens just to me..
I have only two friends who texts or meet wherever they want.... first they will only tell they want to meet later they will end up cancelling...I'll be very excited to meet them but end up feeling really bad...I'll cancel all my plans or my family plans just to meet them.. this happens always to me idk y..and I have still not learnt anything....it makes me feel more lonely and y always I am excited to meet someone and they aren't excited to meet me

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