i may not be able to say this to you in person because im scared of losing you. i lost all my self-esteem, ego, attitude, confidence, and my wishes just because i was afraid of losing you. i never wanted to make a count of things but now that im alone all i can think about is what less did i do? i guess i was never in the line of people you would come for i don’t know what changed you, i don’t know what changed between us but we’re were never like this. i remember from the times when i used to persuade you when you were angry with me and you used to persuade me when i was angry. I’ve been scared since the last time when you decided to end our friendship,i cried, alot. and then when you called and i saw the little hope that could save us, made me happy. i decided from then, i would never let us fight again, but i failed. despite whatever i do, I’ll always be the wrong girl in story, and i guess people have replaced me and you’re happy with them. so, I’ll try to wish you to be happy with them. im sorry that i hurt you intentionally or unintentionally. maybe i shouldn’t have hid all that i felt bad in the fear of losing you, maybe i shouldn’t have cried behind your back, and maybe i should’ve have told you like all others do that could’ve maybe saved me being the bad one in the story. i know ive made a lot of mistakes maybe a 100 of them but i always thought you were there to correct me, you would accept me despite my flaws like nobody else did. but it’s okay maybe i overdid, over thought things and over burdened you with a lot. so im really sorry for being such an irritating human in your life.
May be we have stayed longer. Maybe you did something that hurted me .maybe i did something wrong. Maybe i was wrong person afterall.maybe i was nit giving you time and attention at all.maybe i was th person who let you down
I accepted my mistakes whenever i was wrong and the times i wasn’t, and i tried to be better person.
I tried too ,when i saw that you were happy with someone else. Each and everyday we were fighting .we were there fo each other. But also if you see you love ,happy with someone else who used to be yours.It breaks you into million pieces.you can’t rearrange it