I may have endometriosis. I just got my tests done today and the results will come back in a day. very scared

All the best. I am sure everything will be alright xx

Women Empowerment

Anyone here from canada? Indian International student?

Education

Is there anyone who is going to canada? In the coming months?

Travel

Any psychology or philosophy students or enthusiasts here
Would love to connect and have a good conversation

Psychology

I really wanna study abroad, it has been my dream since childhood but recently I am coming to terms with the rules and obligations and now I am scared of taking such a heavy loan on my head. Specially for USA, considering the strict rules they have for international students, I am scared that if I don't get a job there, I would be sent back with such a loan over my head but I am unable to let go of this dream. I am just scared.

Career

1 year and I will be a doctor ..mbbs graduate maybe..I have been having anxiety and sleep problems...maybe it is with me that I am overthinking everything ...I don't want to MD in india because of 64.5% reservation system ..I want to go away from here ..most probably to London..a place where I will be mentally more productive is what I think..a place where I would not have to prove ny worth again and again and again.. I've told my parents and they are not Fully upto this ...I hope I convince them till the end of my internship ...and then I move to a place where I can grow , live and progress..and problem is that I have been really overthinking about this ..what if my parents don't agree till the end ..what if I stay all my life here surrounded by many many toxic people ..what if I don't get to fulfill my dreams ..what if I don't get to do things I want ...will I ever be able to cope up if I don't get to leave this place ..and for now I am trying but not able to study effectively ...anxiety and sleep problems basically

Anxiety

I need a suggestion regarding hirsutism....
Does homeopathy works well for it and anyone can tell me about its side-effects 


Physical Health

I gave the neet last year but couldn't get a seat in any college. I repeated one year and this time also I don't think I will get. The c/ut offs are too high. I want to repeat another year and give everything I can. I know that I haven't gave 100% in the last two attempts. My mother don't want me to repeat since she is sceptical about my selection. She is quite a/ngry and not even talking to me. And my dad is okay with it. I was dependent on You/Tube channels last two years and there wasn't any proper disciplined since classes were recorded and I procrastinated and since there's no teacher to look after me, I didn't solve much questions too. Plus, teachers were also not disciplined, they don't upload the lectures as per schedule sometimes. So, my dad want me to join an offline coaching. 
Fees are too high. It's one l/akh r/upees. (Not like we have any fi nancial constraints but that's a huge amount and I feel about them spending this much on me since I'm doubting my abilities now the moment my mom continuously asking what if I don't do well next year too) I'm scared now. There are so many questions in my mind like what if I waste my parents money and don't get a seat. I have not been in classroom classes since 2020, as all classes were online due to pandemic. So, I fear that I might not be able to cope up in a classroom with so many students around me. What if I don't cope up with the heavy schedule since classes will be from 2:30 pm to 8:45 pm with three 15 minutes break in between. I'm really scared to be a los/er again and most importantly waste my parents money. 
I do believe that I can do it but still there's some fear. I haven't taken admission yet. And it was always my dream to be a doctor so I don't want to give up on my dream. I want to f/ight back with 100% of me and get the top most college in my country.

What do you think I should do? I didn't gave any other exam too and I didn't apply anywhere too, so there's no chance of getting into any other course except few courses like dental or veterinary science which I don't want to pursue. And mbbs abroad or in private is not an option for me. 

Ignore the poll please, if there is any. I mistakenly clicked on it and now it is not removing. 

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