I m so confused abt every thing my life my relationship ,,,,, at one moment it seems it’s a bed of roses the other moment it’s like who r u 

You have to tell the reason too why this is happening

3am Thoughts

Is it always like this? 
I really don't see my future. I'm hopeless and worthless. 
I really hope this would end sooner. I don't want this feeling. I don't want this agony. 
Please save me.  

Frustration

Feeling lonely. 

I could love you with my eyes closed,
Kiss you with a blindfold,
Figure you out.

Figure you out, VOILÀ

Love

Am I running out of that burning desire to explore anymore??

Now&Me Thinks

https://open.spotify.com/track/20A2K6ZbdhIORwhL2Wnmt7?si=pjhYn1PnTyioVDSen4Fn3w

Music

Striving to be kind and more selfless 

Today I feel really sad . In the past years my dad and I never really got a long but I kept trying to build a relationship with him . He said really hurtful things to me but I always forgave because he’s the parent and I also felt guilty because I was still living in his house since I had no job .
The relationship became worse, I became depressed about it so for my mental health I started avoiding him so he wouldn’t hurt me. 
With this festive season , seeing people with their fathers made me want to try again but he’s completely ignored me and I can’t help but feel heartbroken 

Depression

One of my family members are admitted In the hospital due to covid.
It has made me so hollow inside out. I feel so lonely. There is literally not a single person I am being able to connect to. Everything feels so different.


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