I m quoting shayar Nida faazli 

Har aadmi mai hote hai dus bhis aadmi
Jis ko bhi dekhna ho Kai baar dekhna 

Meaning is simple like many of us know as don't judge a book by it's cover 

Please let me know what you think.

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Mujhe apna career option smjh nhi aa raha kya kru ki Mai indipendent bhi ho jau aur ek achi khasi job profile bhi ho...
Ache paise kmau...apna ek Ghar bnana hai , foreign ghumne Jana hai...Nye dost bnane h ..
Bhut spne hai pta nhi pure honge ki nhi 
Stressed hu bhut problems din ba din bdti ja rahi hai 


Stress

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Loss

Feeling so lonely that want to hug someone and cry for hours. I want to get out of this situation so badly.

3am Thoughts

I don’t know how to say this but i no longer wanted to have this thought alone inside my heart.A few months ago my cousin came to stay with us,one day me and my siblings along with the cousin deciders to take a walk.After walk we all were so sweaty that’s why we took bath but my cousin didn’t.when my sister asked her to take a bath she refuse and also since she also join us in our walk,her legs were fully muddy and she without even washing her feets she sits in the bed.Then my sister told her to not sleep like that and should take a bath,she angrily leaves the room and went to our neighbors house by climbing the wall and started screaming.which draws the attention of my sister.My sister was so much worried about the cousin that where did she go.Thank god because of corona situation our neighbor were out of station.But because of the scream other neighbors shouted and said who is there????
When me and my sister tried to take her home she refused and started to be in that state.Then i called at my father’s number,my mother received it but after coming instead of telling the cousin that why is she there,My mother started to scold me and my sister.Yes iam saying that its so late to take a walk but you should first tell the cousin that she shouldn’t had screamed so loudly and jump into someone else’s  home.When i tell my mother that she should teach the cousin how to show respect to others,my mother started to say things like:-
“WE ARE TRYING TO KICK HER OUT OF THE HOUSE”
“NOW YOU ALL ARE HAPPY?INS’T IT!”
and such other things.Like literally we all were shocked because we didn’t even imagined any of this sentences for our cousin.The worst part is that my morher said this things in front of our cousin and also tried to beat me and throws  stuffs nearby her only because of this.There was a knife infront of my mother she was about to throw it too.She also started screaming and saying many mean things which can’t even write.She was seeing our cousin and us with different eyes.Just because she is her brother’s daughter doesn’t mean that she should be given any special treatment and privilege.What should i do with this toxic mother???
I don’t want to live with her anymore in one roof.There are many other things which i wanted to share with y’all but my words are limiting.So this is the most ugly moment of my life which I don’t under and also don’t wanna understand.And sorry for such a long and boring story💕

Parenting

**Develop a strong opinion about yourself** so that **you** *don't accidentally start believing what others say about **you**.* 😉

Personal Growth

I wanted to get admission into a good college but I couldn't due to some circumstances despite getting good grades and now I am going into depression.

Anxiety

HIS GRAND ESCAPE

In the coffin, his cold body lays.
No heartbeat or movement to see.
Face as blank as a sheet of paper,
Just like how his soul now is free

Is death really that bad for him?
I will ask you again.
Look at how peaceful he is,
Unlike the days you’re with him.

His past days were awful,
You can see it in his eyes.
He wants to surrender,
But is still hanging in a lie.

What lie is it, you ask.
Have you never thought of it?
It’s that someday he’ll be free
From all the burden you made him carry.

That his life will be better 
If he continue to hang on.
With his head up, he’ll face the future
But what hangs now is his own.

Can you imagine the suffering he had?
That he chose death over life.
You can never blame him
If death was what he desire.


-Aoi

Poetry

Any good movie suggestions to make one feel good!?

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