I m married in feburary, everything was good untill i got locked down with my in laws. I m a self dependent girl, never thought i ll have to follow stupid rules like wearing anklet banglea even when i don't want to. They send someone with my husband at my mothers home so that they can pay him some amount as milap amount. M really not sure wat to do now

But what should I do now? I feel like i have lost control on my life , every decison needs their permission.

Marriage

I have an emotionally and verbally abusive husband . We have lot of animosity between us . He is very controlling and disrepectul . He is also very untrusting and always doubts me . He is socially reclusive and awkward and a loner too. He has zero friends and is unable to form any friendships or value any relationship. He doesnot even want me to form any friendships and his unsocial nature makes him unpopular in any circle we move around in . Because of him , i also dont have much of a social circle and it is so isolating for me . He is not much of a companion or partner to me either . I feel so suffocated in this marriage . 
He is not my equal in anything . Be it social nature, intelligence, emotional IQ , personality or smartness , i know that i am much better than him . But all my talents and qualities go down the drain because of the person i married. I really badly want out of this situation . I am financially dependent on him and i have a daughter to think of too. 
I dont know what to do here. Anybody has any word of advice for me? 

Emotional Abuse

My wifes brother wife is so depressed because she always gets beatings from her husband everyday. So she used to always think that her husband sister husband so good and they live properly without any fighting as proper couples. She used to always gets depressed for 5 years why I didn't marry my husband sister husband and i missed the opportunity. So after 5 years she came to my home and told to marry me as she told her problems. She hugged and kissed me due to depression.What should I do should I marry or not I don't anything pls suggest me

3am Thoughts

I learnt today live a life and be honest with oneself 

Affirmations

Hello everyone. I'm felling very down, sad these past few weeks specially today. I really just need to speak to someone. My husband got a assistant that started working with him last year October. It is a single lady, first off all she insisted to only work with him, they have to go away on business trios together sometimes for a week at once. Normally when my husband was on business trips alone he used to phone a lot and speak to us a lot but since she is going with him we don't hear from him so much and if we phone him he is always talking fast can't talk long his got no time. Now my husband got a new job and guess what she is also moving to the new company. They phone each other rhen my husband leaves the room to talk to her for long. When I ask him what is going on he just said she needed someone to talk to and git no one else. If I get upset over this he says I am unreasonable. They send whatsapps to each other also I am not allowed to touch his phone at all. I think there is something between them but when ever I meantion this then I am in trouble. 

Cheating

I don't walk away to teach ppl a lesson... I walk away bcoz I finally learn mine 

A divorce is a choice. No two people want to get separated if they haven't already tried all ways to still be together. 

Relationships

I want a divorce from my husband. I’m tired of arguments every single day and it’s been just a year to this. 

I m married since 7 and half years. In this period of time we have very on and off relationship we dont have single thing in comman. Now we had a fight 4-5 days ago and we are not talking to each other. I don't even feel like talking. He had given me worst time of my life. I m still with him just because of my beautifull 6 year daughter. I m not happy in this marriage. It is not healthy for either of us. wht should I do?

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