Bro being single is not a curse its on you how you able to think,if you learn to survive alone you hve nothing to worry anything.i am also alone but i enjoying my own company 

I m frustrated 

Relationships

I want to have a GF during final term : )

LGBTQ

I wanna a girlfriend single girl message me ok 😊😊😊😊

Girlfriend

Leave her or be with her no matter what the situation is? 

3am Thoughts

Hlo guys I don't know I should write or not but few times ago I had a relationship with one girl I love her so much.but I cheated her by mistake and she saw my screenshot of talk to other girls.whatever happened it happened because before this break up she told me already that you should move on because her family wasn't ready for our relationship.after that I talked to someone else to make myself busy because last year also lockdown happened but I didn't talk about any vulnerable conversation.but some reasons she came back after few months she saw my chats and she finally broke up with me I don't know why this happened but I really missed her a lot I want that girl to again comeback in my life.should I message her about my feelings it hard to struggle like this I have started smoking from last 15 months.i always say to myself don't worry you deserve someone better but I don't forget her memories,those days what I need to do should I say to her about my feelings or how can I move on please suggest.😟😢💔🙏

Breakup

Any advice... M in on  lost way... My girl she told me last time that she won't smoke and like recently she went to a dinner at frn house and she smoke and that she hide it from me... And i caught her... Now she feel so sorry and i told I'll talk to her when I get cool down... Now don't know what to do???? 

Anxiety

Part 2 
So we got in relationship after one day i just ask her what about that other guy who proposed you before me and she said i accept his proposal i was shocked and got depressed in min after listing that then she said you said you like me it's not proposal at all so you didn't proposed me so then i said listen i love you ok she ask me again really i said yes i love you ♥️
Then she said it was lie i reject him she shared the screenshots and all 
The college were online again so we didn't get enough time to talk she was busy with work and i was free all day after lectures  
In 1st week she was really caring 
Like my friends and i we use to play football every Sunday so after the match i got some injury and swelling in my right foot 
I shared about that and then she became my mom 
She Gave me lectures for 20 min 😆 like don't play if get injured all time 
I said ok ok 
Then after 1-2 day she get busy  and she got new work the exams were about to start and she was making the question papers for college 
I just wanted to talk that's why whenever she texted me i gave quick reply after sometime i felt it's just me who is giving so much 
Cuz it was my 1st relationship with anyone and i don't know how it's feel and what to do 😅
So i started to give late reply like after 1 hr or 2hr 
At that time i do my own works 
It's ok to gave late reply but not too late right  so it's not always like i give her late reply 
College timeing was 7:30 to 1:00 for her and after that she do college work at home all day she have some health issues so she get headache and suffocating sometimes so i use to remind her for medicine all time after some day i was her let's hangout let's go on date she said ok I'll take leave from college but only in college timing 
That day it was exhausting cuz i asked her for date but i didn't have bike or Scotty to take her to the place we were going 
I asked almost everyone in my list and everyone Said no 🙂
At last I ask my friend who live on ground floor and she just ask me when you want 
And Said ok take it don't worry just wear helmet 
The respect for that man ♥️💯
 So we went on date i got ready took his scooty from parking and patrol pump , they i buy her an dark chocolate cuz she like dark chocolate 
I got near college where we gonna meet 
She was beutiful that day i saw her coming from distance and she came to me and whispered in my ears it's you right cuz i was wearing helmet 
We went place near me cuz it was safe place to go 
While we were riding she shared everything what's going on and started to share about the chairman daughter she is teacher too she shout on her without  any reason and then started to get angry 
I stop the Scotty in middle of rode and said listen it's ok what happen just leave it don't worry and gave her the dark chocolate i brought for her 
She started blushing and said it was not necessary 👉🏻👈🏻
 I said yes it is necessary 
It is our 1st date so it's ok no big deal 🤭
Then we reach to place and walking and sharing our things 
I took her to the restaurant but she said listen I'm not hungry don't waste your money 
Let's have the dark chocolate for now 
Things were going good then she asked me ok now let's go 
Drop me 
I said ok but we have more time she was getting calls from her mom so i agreed 
I dropped her but i don't wanted to say bye 🥺
I just hold her hand and ask her let go somewhere another time let's plan next date 
 Will continue tomorrow 
In part 3 🥱🥱




I loved a girl and she talks to me also in a better way ..she knows I love her so much but she doesn't want to be in a relationship. And tht thing breaks me ..I tried my best to convince her but she refused and says it's better to be freinds 😔🥺
I feel so much depressed.

Depression

I don't know why i get sad and have mental break downs at night. I am crying now. I just remembered how my ex gf messaged me all the time when i texted. But now i am waiting till she replies all day. I wish the healing process was faster. 

My heart is heavy. Wish i could go back to the time i didn't know her. Not because i love her. But because maybe we both wouldn't have been in this pain if that happened. But i am grateful for all the time i spent with her. For every moment i shared. That's what keeps me going. 

I wish i could direct this pain and sadness to something good. Something productive. But i feel like my energy is draining.

Am i wrong to be yearning for her love still? Am i wrong to feel this way? Am i wrong for loving too hard?

I want ask the universe why this happened to me. But i don't know. This pain and sadness never seems to end. 

No matter how much i think that i would control messaging her, everytime she replies, i get excited. I forget everything and strat messaging. I forget always, that she also is trying to move on... I feel bad for being like this.

I used to be a very strong person. I don't know what happened to me. Love hurts. I feel sorry for myself. I want to take care of myself better. Love me better. But i feel like my life got just stucked. 

Feeling lonely. And sad. Crying in pain. Hoping a miracle would happen, tho deep down inside i know it's not possible.

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