Bro being single is not a curse its on you how you able to think,if you learn to survive alone you hve nothing to worry anything.i am also alone but i enjoying my own company 

I m frustrated 

Relationships

Hightly frustrated 

Anxiety

This frustration is irresistible 

3am Thoughts

I don't have a girlfriend, someone will be my girlfriend 

Hey everyone,

I hope everyone's doing there best to survive and fight!

I cried infront of her and I didn't wanna but as soon as I saw her it came out automatically. She didn't even bat her eye for me and said she can't try. I kept on asking her and she says "you didn't do anything wrong but I can't continue like this". I was promised that she'll not leave me. I stood by the promise and tried to convince her again and again. She started ignoring me and says she's irritated now. Idk what to say. Every day my mind's in a loop now. I think about trying to date or ask someone but I feel like I don't have that power or confidence and fear of getting rejected. Is this the price I have to pay for loving truly? Will someone ever love me again? I feel like a complete failure and I'm scared.

#Lost #Failure #Pathetic

Breakup

It was one year ago i was in 1st year and the finals were over
I was new it that clg so i texted an random guy for notes her add me in clg boys group 
And after some week someone shared a pic of an cute girl and that guy was saying she is an new teacher at our clg everyone was shocked and believe me ig everyone got crush on her 
Same from me i got crush on her too 
After the clg start i move to 2nd year after results of 1st year so i got my addmission late and i went to clg for addmission and she fell my form i didn't expect that but then realised a teacher ik form 1st year told her to so after that clg lectures started 
it was online for some months  so i heard her voice and just as her look she have cute voice 
Everyday i just woke to hear her 😆
Then clg started after some months 
(Offline)my friend suggest me to use sn@p 
And she was on sn@p 
I add her and in min she accept that and add me back 
The funny thing is I was always late at clg and always it was her lecture 😆 
One day i sent snap of noddles at morning and she replied me at afternoon like you always have delicious breakfast you made them (obviously i made them who else can everyone wake late and i have to go so i make my own breakfast) 
So we started talking  Little chats then she shared her things   
After some weeks  days started she was head of the event so she invite me to be volunteer and help her 
It was really really something 😆
We got close in that time 
I use to think I'm dreaming cuz she is most beautiful girl at my clg 😆😆 
She shared her everything , personal things too like periods and all , about her ex , family issues, even the time when she tried to suicide , 
Cuz she feel I'm the person she can trust and i never broke her trust 
I was our Little secret cuz student and teacher can't talk like this and i was boy and she is girl so if someone got to know the secret so management will take action against her about this 
So we kept everything secret 
After days she shared about someone proposed her and ask suggestion what to do 
I said reject him what else can you do 
Be with right one who know you and understand you 
And she said why r you talking like this i said nothing and started talking werid cuz i have crush on her so obviously i don't like if she get in relationship with wrong person 
Then she asked me what happen , again and again 
And then she said you like me is that so 
And then asked yes or no 
It took me 5 min to say yes i like you 
Cuz i was scared to say that 
She said ik this thing don't worry then 
At evening i asked her what you feel 
She said let me think  and ask for one hour 
It was longest one hour of my life 
After that she said listen my family gonna search an boy for me for marriage 
So relationship will be relationship marriage is not possible let me clear this 
And that time i don't know what i was thinking i said  that's hard but it's ok will find way 
🥲 
And then she said 
I like you , everything about you , you are an awesome person i have ever met 
And then she said i said all 🤭 and use this emoji 
 So we were in relationship 
And student and teacher 
I was 18 and she was 24 
This is part one  it's to hard to type everything so part 2 I'll post Tomorrow or day after tomorrow
It is all true



I was with a girl and randomly she said I need a break. I thought she was kindding and said ok. Then we didn't talk for couple of days, days turned into months and still not talking. But I miss her, actually a lot. Asked her what happened said I dont wann hurt you. Right now she just sees my mesgs not even a reply😔. Dont know what to do

realizing she used you for her healing stage now shes happier than ever with her new man..

I am unable to move on from my ex. The last time she said many things which hurted me still whenever i feel upset and why she left me questions comes up in my mind i go and just vent out everything on her. This has happened Many times.. I Just want to cut off completely and just never ever want to go back text her even if i am sad 

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