Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I m feeling little bit upset because from past 1 week I have me seeing stories of traditional day and all other college functions. Mostly from pune and mumbai.I took admission in such college where this functions are held but I don’t feel like going there just because of the crowd is so creepy and reason behind why I took admission is just for degree purposes because I wanted to go in creative flied but just bec of my parents took admission in engineering 🥲. Now how should I deal with this feeling of being sad.