I loved you okayyy deep down maybe i still do...... You were one of the most amazing friend i ever had of course you are still my friend but the things have changed i never wanted it to be this way i never wanted another person to replace me in your life... I want everything to go back to normal but i guess this can not be fixed.... I really wanna talk to you..... I miss you.....i so so so much miss you 

Coz i am bullshit i care too much about how ppl feel 


Then leave ur ego aside and talk talk to him/her .... It's simple.. why r u waiting for him to contact u first .U can also do it 

So what's stopping you to go talk to her/him?

Why u missing him he not missing u why u becoming mental ill

Depression

We never realize the value until it becomes a memory 

There's a good of friend of mine who introduced me to one of his colleagues, and for me it was love at first sight. Idk about him, probably he felt nothing in my respect. Uhh, idk what to do.

Crush

My favourite childhood memory is of one time when my mom was late to pick me back up from the bus stop so it took me back to school.😂 Someone had a birthday that day so my teacher gave me a lot of snacks from that and blocks to play. But mom got so worried and she had to hurry to pick me up. She thought when she'll get there I'll be crying or upset and there I was chilling with waffers and funskool😝

Happy

Hey it's been a minute, I don't even need to ask how you're doing I already know you're doing great I want to say congrats but I hate it. I want you to cry, I want you to hurt, I want you to feel guilty, I want you to be alone, is it bad of me to say that? I hate you but I still love you and I hate myself even more for not being able to say it, if I saw you now ill probably tear up and apologize instead. Sometimes I think you feel the same, I think you truly cared and loved me, sometimes I just think you hated me. You made me feel so small, wich is unlike me. You got the worst of me, what I've turned out to be its all your fault now my heart is filled with resentment, envy and hatred. How are you going to make up for the damage you've done? Is it my fault for never standing up for myself, for letting you treat me howaver you wanted, for falling for you and never telling you? I never ever would have thought we'd end up this way. Now you're out there smiling with your friends, shoving your relationship with your boyfriend all over everyone's faces. Wow, It's so crazy how the tables can turn against you overnight. Don't you at least feel a little bit bad? How can you look at me like that? I pretend I'm fine cuz I still got pride but it's so easy to see through me, everyone knows how lonely I am, how can you look at like I'm just anyone else? I always thought I was a step ahead but reality hit me in the head, turns out I'm not much and everyone wants you, not me. No matter what I do they'll always be by your side, the audacity people have and all bc of convenience. I'm so fucking stupid, how could I ever feel anything for you? And how could I allow you to treat me like shit just bc of it? And I know this is my fault as well bc I did distance myself from you without saying anything, maybe after all its all my fault my fears and insecurities made me lose everyone, ever since I can't stand myself being near anyone. But still, you didn't seem to be bothered, you never asked me what was going on, you did well without me. When that was you, all those many times that was you, I always came looking after you, why didn't you do the same? I was waiting for you to come to me. I guess I'm the only fool who goes around begging people that want to leave to stay, I should've seen it sooner. It had been a long time since you stopped caring. Now what do I do? Who do I tell?

Other

*hope is a burning fire , and the fuel for it is you, get out of all your depression thoughts right now and see the world as a best place!, Believe in yourself you will past this phase soon🤗

Hope

Here we go again 

Compassion

What memory do you just keep going back to ?

3am Thoughts

Dear me,
I wish I could tell you all that will happen and help you along the way, but if there's one thing I would do is to help you break free.

BREAK FREE FROM THE PRESSURE TO FIT IN
BREAK FREE FROM COMPARING YOURSELF TO EVERYONE

BREAK FREE FROM HATING ALL THAT YOU AREN'T

BREAK FREE FROM BELIEVING THAT YOU AREN'T SPECIAL OR STRONG ENOUGH

Please know, that you are amazing and a beautiful masterpiece that one day you will recognise & appreciate. I wish I could hold your hand as you walk along this journey learning to love and care for yourself, but I know how strong & capable you are. 

never stop fighting for us. It May feel impossible now, but I promise it will be all worth it 



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