I loved her as they define the world love 
till death apart us on the same bed.
But she took me for granted whenever she was hurt she came to me and stayed with me till she again feel alive then she just tell me she has not moved on from her ex but she love me too then she leaves then agin whenever she get hurt she come to me at last i gave up but feelings they dont go they just stay. I cant bear this anymore she took me completely for granted . My personal and professional both life are hell. I dont know  what to do. 

I feel you, brother. At some point, each of us has gone through this. We love people with good intention but they can not handle it. You did your best but at some, you may feel like- now enough! Self-respect matters too. Just try leave her and focus on your life someone better than her is waiting for you. Who'll respect you and care for you

I understand brother don't worry time heals everything just focus on youself

After being normal for several days i am craving for her again. IDK how long this healing process will take i am really exhausted now. Even though she left me for another guy i still wanna hug her idk why. I am feeling like a loser rn 

Breakup

I am an introvert person. I feel very anxious when I go out on public, I start feeling breathless. I have not been very good with people in my life. I have tried to make things better for me but it's so difficult. I just finished college and there is a girl who loves me alot but for some reason I keep hurting and pushing her away, sometimes I feel I am not worthy of her love for me. I am trying to be a better man for her  I just don't want to hurt her anymore. Should I leave her and let her find her happiness?

Lonely

talked to a girl. can be a future life partner. she seemed so perfect to me. i explained to her why she is the perfect one for me. I am worried what if she does not realise it. I fear that I might not get someone like her. 

Anxiety

After breakup from 2 years long distance relationship now I am getting better but I don't know why I feel sooo sexual and I feel sexual for her it's not completely sexual it's a bit like just hug her soooo tight and all and some sexual thoughts tooo I can't understand why it's happening ?

If I am moving up then why I feel this much sexual about her to make physical love with her i can't understand that ?

In April I broke up with my girlfriend because I was too scared to admit that I'm having suicidal thoughts. Because I promised her at the begging of our relationship that I will not kill myself, I decided that when I broke up with I would be free to end my life. She was the only reason why I was fighting with my demons. Unfortunately I survived my sucide attempt and I started feeling even worse because I knew that I fucked up and that I hurted her because I was a fucking egoist. 

After a few weeks I finally talked about this with my best friend. I asked her if she knows how my ex is doing. I asked her if they are in touch because I was worried about her. She LIED to me and told me that they don't really text. Maybe one text per week. Well. I believed her. She was always telling me that she all her friendships trough internet weren't really working because she's not that type to text a lot. Well, I believed her. Event tho I was hurt because she was texting me only when she wanted to meet up with me. 

After a few weeks I found out the truth. They're were texting almost 24/7 and my ex was planning on visiting her for few days. 

I was so angry that I texted my friend and told her how I'm feeling about this. She was again lying to me.  She was trying to make me feel bad because I was feeling betrayed. I told her that this is the end of our friendship. She wasn't even trying. 

At that time I felt like everything is falling apart. I lost my two most important people in life. 

At the end of June I texted my ex to explain everything (I wanted to write a letter for her on the day where we started dating). But I found out that she was visiting my ex bff that day. So I texted her with this letter. I told her the truth. I did this because I wanted to kill myself. She said that she understands, that she wants to help me. She told me that she loves me and she want to try again. 

After that we stopped texting. But on a group chat where I was, my ex, my ex bff and a few other people the two of them were 24/7 trying to make me feel even worse. I was crying every day and every night because I was so tired of this. 

A few days ago my ex bff visited my ex gf. They were posting photos together. Then I found out that they're together. 

Since that day I started overeating, crying most of my time and not being able to do anything. Last Saturday I tried to kms again. It's Wednesday and I'm slowly losing myself. I just can't. I just want this pain to stop. I'm alone. I don't have anyone. I'm so scared. I want to end my life but I'm so fucking scared . 

Suicidal Ideation

My girlfriend and I broke up recently 2 weeks back. I want to get back with her since I feel she is the one for me. I don’t know where things went wrong but I feel there is still some chance that we can work it out. Any ideas on what I could do how do I approach this? How to win her back

Relationships

I am 20yrs old I never had a gf bcoz of my dark skin I feel very bad for this, I have good personality but never had a gf , I feel sad and lonely, plz suggest me something guys

I always see posts about love and here I am making one haha. 
There is a girl. I made her my girlfriend a week ago. She is lovely, great personality, beautiful, matches up with me very well.
I have a past that includes emotional and sexual abuse within a relationship. For this reason I find relationships very difficult to enter into. I want to communicate to her that I really want to take things slowly, especially sexually, e.g., none of this "couldn't live without you" stuff, as it really upsets me. I'm not sure how to go about doing this, any ideas?
I also have anxiety. This means I am often doubting whether I actually like her, where this is going, if its the right choice, if I will hurt her, if she is as good as I think she is. I really, really, really don't want this to get in the way of things with her. I don't know how to control these thoughts, does doubt mean that I don't really like her? Need advice.
I just want to be more carefree. I worry so much. I just want things to be chill with her, I don't want her to be upset with anything I do, I don't want either of us to get hurt. Any advice appreciated. thanks. 


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