I love you. You have been there for me through hard times. I’m sorry I left without a word. I can’t handle the hurt you give me anymore. I can’t keep depending on you forever. Bye.

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Friends

I did not know that talking about something which has been in your mind for a long time can give you relief. Though it's also good we forget many things. 

3am Thoughts

Till now i dnt have any bf nor job, may be i dnt deserve this all things, thats y i didn't get nor any expectations can rise abt this, i m useless thats y i didn't get it! 

Now&Me Thinks

I DON’T KNOW WHO WANT TO LISTEN TO THIS BUT. EVEN IF NO ONE HAS EVER TOLD YOU THIS I HOPE YOU WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER
- YOU ARE WORTHY
EVEN IN YOUR DIFFICULTIES, THIS IS A SEASON THAT HAS TESTED YOU FOR TOO LONG AND I KNOW IT'S NOT BEEN EASY FOR YOU TO KEEP HOLDING ON BUT HERE YOU ARE MY FRIEND, BRAVE AND STRONG, KEEP
GOING DESPITE IT ALL.

I love you and will always do. You are the bestest of a person I have ever known. You managed to talk to me even at your busiest day by sacrificing your sleep. You are perfect, you are good in your studies and relationships both. I wonder how a person could manage everything so well.. Tbh I admire you. You were always truthful to me, even for the things which I've told you not to do, you did occasionally and then told me about it.. I love everything about you. You are the best, I wish you could achieve much more than the things you wished for. I know things are not well between us because of me. I should have taken an initiative but instead I waited for you as always. I should have known that you might be waiting for me as well.. Things would have been great if we were together.. Let's start this journey again and let it be our forever, only if you want. If you don't want then I'll respect your decision. I will keep loving you without bothering you. You are free to do anything, I'll be happy seeing you happy from the distance. 

Love

this is just me writing some of my thoughts, I'm not a writer :0
we told eachother about how we feel, neither of us was serious atleast that's what I thought I was wrong obviously I did not plan on falling in love with you. we moved on atleast that's what I thought until last month I realised I can't stop checking my phone for your texts. I know I'm not an easy person to be with. I'm broken but I'm healing and I've made plans for*us* i can't send u this so I'm writing this here and you texted so I'm gonna write the rest later haha 😅

Life hurts and it does Everytime it's feels like God is testing me but sometimes it's too hard on me and feels like I have noone to tell about my feelings and keep my head on their shoulders and that's fine ( I have to accept that fact that you are own fighter and care taker) I gonna touch the heights of success in such way that worlds gonna know my name so keep hustling guys and I know you can do it and if you feel no one there for you just remember Shiva is there for you and he is gonna make everything right don't worry  ( OM NAMAH SHIVAYA🕉️) 🕉️🕉️🕉️
                                            



Motivation

I hate to admit it but I still care, I hate that I can't hate you. I hate that you're happy with someone who is in no way better than me, someone who hurts you and doesn't mind lying to you and playing with your heart. I don't even think I have any feelings left for you, I'm just mad bc ill never understand this nonsense, at this point I'm just holding a grudge. I don't know if you ever felt the pain like i did but i hope you did, i wish you had been the one to come and beg for forgiveness. I gave up on my pride for you and now i regret it cuz you would never. I want to still be there for you, not bc of you but bc i want you to realize that you need me, i want you to realize that you had something great but ruined it, I want you to feel sorry for breaking me, I hope the guilt won't let you sleep. All i want is for you to say you're sorry, why won't you say it?? why did i say it? You should've been the one to apologize but even when i said i was sorry for whatever i could've done you never once said it back. Am i evil for thinking this way??? I hate that a**hole you're dating, no, im not jealous I'm just much better than any of those people you surround yourself with.  You lost the few good people you had by your side, and now you're about to lose me too. I kind of wish you'd stop me from living, everytime I turn around i hope you'd call out my name but you never do. I'm not usually like this and idk what's wrong with me i guess you've truly got the worst of me bc now I just want you to need me and I know that's f*cked up. 

Relationships

Some people comes to our lives...makes us feel special and then they disappear like they never existed!!...and the worst part is we can do nothing about it....sometimes we just miss them....6months since we have last shared msgs to each other...I've moved on...but now I don't like to talk with anyone anymore...I've just found solace in my solitude....there's a phrase that goes like "the person you need the most will make you believe that you don't need anyone" so that's what I've became...Goodbyes which we never shared is the hardest thing...like we never knew that our relationship just ended...without any reason we stopped talking and never talked again...and 6months has passed...don't know if you're stilm in this platform or not.... but I wish you the best....as there's no way to contact you...I'm writing here....have a good life ahead...I do miss you...
Idk why I've written it...3baje sach mein log pagal hojate hai lol

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