I love you Kate Ting Lai Leng. I wish both of us could be together.

You need to understand her feelings for you carefully, and coming from someone who hasn’t been able to love anyone for the past 5 years just because I love someone who doesn’t love me back, trust me IT GETS EASIER

One Sided Love

I was in a relationship for past 3+ months when I met her in college for a short term course, she came to delhi to attend it and eventually we fall in love....but she was the one who chased me and my attention initially and things started moving more deeply....we spent very good time with each other...we used to talk almost whole night....chat whole day whenever possible....meeting up every alternate days / weekends......then one days she opened up about her very bad past relationship with someone for 6+ years with whom everything was decided and they will marry soon...but things went wrong and they decided not to continue anymore but as per her they never breakup formally ....she never contacted him nor he contacted her, now because of this she is having very bad mood swings every 3-4 days and it was manageable initially when we got into relation.
but now since last month ...she is like I don't want any relationship and she want to to be alone as she says his past memories are still afresh and she can live with that, she said this to me earlier also but more in a casual way but this time it's like that she don't even want to talk on call nor even in a good way on chat....only talks to the point and no personal questions.
if I don't text her she never text me....even many a times she had blocked me everywhere for days and then unblock sometimes just to ask about the course.
I really love her and it feels like I can't live without her....I am having sleepless nights , crying and my mind is fully occupied even on the days in my office with her memories.
she had now shifted to her hometown in assam and no plans coming back to delhi as of now.
I really don't know what to do now.
Please help me 🙏

Depression

Its been an year I am dating this girl . And now I am On the verge of Breaking up. We are Having urguements. She is Not talking With me She can go days without me. She gives me Zero emotional support. She says i am not a person who can talk serious who can listen to ur serious talk i want a person who can be happy easy going everyday enjoy life. She already Knows i am into depression and many things. Still she tells me all this. She ignores me and doesnt even bother talking to me. She misunderstands my talks everytime. I am attached to her But maybe watever she has said yesterday And the way She leaves me I Guess i wont feel for her more Nowww. No point in just holding on Right. 

Life

Guys need some help! Or suggestions 
There is a woman that connects with me very well and we have a very good friendship. She is super hot and respectful towards me and I kind of loved that. We do have some great chats. Eventually she isalready married and have a Son. His husband and I have a very good relationship. But I am deeply attached to her. But the problem is she is attached to me but she doesn't have love feelings for me. She likes her husband and family. I trie to move on. But the problem wmis whenever I see her well dressed or talking with me I just become blindly in love. What should I do? I am so in love with her.

Crush

Now I want her just to satisfy my ego :)

So.. I am in relationship..
And my partner is not giving me enough time ..
even after asking her a lot of time she dont share anything anymore to me.
At  this point of time i thought that I don't have any more value in her life..
so i asked her directly, 
and as expected I didn't have a value anymore.
And now a days we don't talk or text very frequently though.
If i call her she won't pick my calls.!!
if i text her she won't reply in time..!!
she will reply to my messages after hours. like 6-7 hrs ..
sometimes even days..
i think she is loosing interest in me ...
or she already did.. i don't know..
 

And yet she  says she loves me ..

i don't feel like to be in this relationship anymore.
But i do love her 😔❤️

Long Distance Relationship

I am in a relationship with a girl but I still miss my ex. Let’s call my current girlfriend A and ex girlfriend B. A has already informed her parents about me and she wants to get married, B has been trying to get me back and wants to marry but just that I am in a relationship I have been saying no to her but when I see how much effort she has put into fixing the relationship I feel she deserves that chance and fix everything and marry her but at the same time I have constant fear that A will get hurt badly because she also put effort. I feel I should kill myself do that these emotional traumas will get over. I feel if I don’t exist then both of them have to move on their lives and see other people to stay with. I just don’t want to hurt anyone. But it seems like I am going to hurt either one of them.

Breakup

Someone please help me 😭 recently I broke up with my girlfriend and she is the one who broke up with me. Actually her family came to know about our relation her family did not beat or threaten her but  her mother told to promise her that she won't do anything bad and she will focus in study . Really 🥲 for one promise she forgot our 2 years relationship . Does she even care for my feelings I loved her so much . And still now I kept begging her to stay with me i can't move on its very hard 😭 . I m not that kind of guy who keeps relation just for show off . When I am in relation with a girl she becomes a part of my life I can share everything with her those i can't share with my family members or friends she just mean a lot to me. She says that she will come after sometime with me . Seriously am i just a toy whenever she wants to be in relation she will and whenever she don't want she will just breakup. Now I know she doesn't care about my feelings but I want to be with her i am begging for her love 😭😭😭😭i can't just forget 
Please help me 🙏🙏🙏
I just want a person with whom I can share my feeling 💔💔💔💔😭😭🙏🙏

That night, when her text pop up it was late but seeing it i got chills... Like something was on my neck crawling around. I should not be this excited.
Her: hey!
Her: you there?
Her: are you asleep  ?
Her: i guess so...

I read them from notification bar... I'm not ignoring but it’s just i want to talk and at the same moment don't want to talk. Yes i know I'm confused.

All those thoughts are like rollercoaster they are coming back and forth between me and her .

Everything was on hault, i wasn't prepared for let her go cause she was everything I called peace.

I know Those eyes won't make me comfortable now her smile wouldn't make me happy as then. But afterall I wanna try i can't imagine working out of thing without her. She knows how important she is for me. Is making fun out of me ? Or she want just pull legs and letting me go ? What if I'm not as important as she is for me ? What if I don’t hold the same place as she do in my heart?...
I know this all makes no sense and all this was like another shit about taking things as it appears. _overthinking_ i guess and I know it is a Problem with me still I can't let her go I can't lose “US”

She was an addiction. And when I am with her there was no escape , but it's not dark just looming shadows as far as I could see , I just don't want to admit that she's taken over my life..

People changes. Feeling changes.
It simply means that sometimes when people grow , they grow apart.
But it doesn't mean that the love once shared wasn't true and real
you flinch everytime i try to reason over how i was in love with you, nearly as if you have never heard of a lie, almost blasphemous in its nature, as big as this one before.

you laugh at my face with tears right at the corner of your eye, trying gloriously hard to command some control over it and keep yourself from breaking down in front of me, failing miserably at an attempt to hide it all away.

it hurts me to see you holding pain in your heart, so much of it that the only way for it to come out of you is in forms almost physical and yet, all i want you to believe is in the fact that love once shared stays love forever, even when the people no longer belong to each other.

i want to whisper silent prayers and take the pain away, and fill you with the assurity of how love never ends and stays true to its existence once its born, and holding on to that, hurts way less than holding on to something which no longer exists.

you flinch everytime i try and tell you how a part of me would always love you with all it's entirety, everytime i wish there comes a point where we look at each other and remember the magnificent love that we nurtured together.

i wish i could tell you how people fall in love and sometimes fall apart, and yet the love once shared, is always going to be love, as eternal as it is.

but most of all, i wish i could somehow make you love that part of me, and not hate the whole of me.

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