I love with one guy we are from different country and different religions. Basically long distance. Our relationship was so good till the lockdown. We not able see each other last 2 years. We are in physical relationship he convinces me he promise me he won’t leave me at any cost. Our relationship was okay till last years oct he started to avoid me. He not reply my message or answer my call. One day I managed to talk with me and he confess many things with me that he have slept with one Aunty and have some affair with others girl. When asked why I did this to he answer was I’m lonely we not able to meet almost 2 years. And he said he don’t want to continue this relationship with me any more. He sent me few screenshots too. I still not able to move on from this. I can’t marry anyone. I can’t accept the fact he cheated on me. Tmrw his birthday I don’t know I should wish him or not . He still kept me in all social media. 

It’s hard to let his memories go. I accept the fact he is toxic . But my love still there 

3am Thoughts

so i was deeply in love with a guy but my family didn't approve and forced me to marry someone they chose for me and for their happiness i did it but I am not happy at all...now my ex was waiting for me all this time it's been a year and now he has found someone.. i feel happy for me at the same time i am feeling bad too...coz i really love him but i know now that i am married we can't be together and i don't want to cheat anyone and he deserve to be happy he deserves the best coz he is the best. he is the person who taught me what love is and i feel guilty coz i couldn't marry him.. i just want to see him happy... 

Love

How to get over someone? 

Friends

I'm not really feeling good
He moved on so quickly it hurts. It only took him a few days to get another girl and it hurts so much because I did everything I could for him and I get treated horribly back. I wish I never met him.

 There's this guy that i talk to.
Who gives me the support and respect more than i deserve.Wh loves me with a pure heart,Who has never ever crossed limits.Who told me how to see the good in this world.And also the one who lives far away.I wonder how can he expect nothing in return and always a giver.
It's been 3 yrs and still he's the same person when i first met.But from few months my heart is just fluttering between love and friendship with him. Every time i think of him is just a new heart break again and again. I i am trying to resist. Because in the end due to some reasons we can't be together . Moreover he doesn't have any feelings for me. But it's so heartbreaking to hide all this love in my heart. To lock all these feelings inside is so heavy.I just want to shout out loud without him knowing that  i love him I don't how I'm gonna handle your absence in my life. But if i have another life, i wish we could meet again and that time i wish we can travel together. 
I want you to know that u are my first love and also that I'm happy that u loved me once . YOU ARE THE BEST THING HAPPENED TO ME.

One Sided Love

So I have a guy best friend and my parents don't like the idea behind friendship between boys and girls. That's why,My father doesn't know about him at all and my mother only allows phone calls with certain restrictions. And I feel very hurt because of that.. He is my best friend and going abroad in few months. And I won't be able to meet him.. Now my parents don't allow to meet us. What should I do?? 

I feel confused and disappointed 🙄( ex’s)

Breakup

Hi y’all, I broke up with my boyfriend and we were in a 5year old relationship. Its really hard breaking up and i feel hella guilty but i wanted to work on myself and my mental health. I wanted time and space as i was falling apart from within. I wanted to fix me and pull myself together. I don’t know if I made the correct Decision but he will hate me for the rest of his life. I had no choice but to let him go for his own good. I feel so selfish but i want him to be happy forever. Im just a mess and want to fix myself. Did I do anything wrong? 

So I met a guy last year on New Years. I believe that day he was physically attracted towards me and wanted to kiss.  But he didn't make a move because he knew the kind of relationships I look for and also didn't want our friendship to be affected.
When he drunk spoke to me this , I was very clear on not wanting to have a relationship at that point of time. Nevertheless , we continued to talk . There was a lot of efforts from him side initially and the least from my side. We used to talk for hours in the night.  Everything went on well for a month . Things started changing from his side after a month probably because he thought i am his type.I started getting attached to him and wanted him to spend more of his time with me. Possessiveness and everything came into picture ! The good part was , I was never open to him about the possessiveness and all. It was all happening internally .
 
Nowadays , I feel like people are more into casual relationship which is completely fine and not really judging anyone here ! I believe that's what we all need to keep reminding myself. When things started changing between us , I remember constantly blaming myself for it , saying I am not good enough , trying my best to go wayy beyond to keep him all happy ! Now I realised that I was not at fault at all. It was his feelings that faded away because we were never meant for each. 
But Sadly,  a part of me still wishes to get those old times back ! Honestly now its an on and off friendship. I am very sure he is completely over me . Call it ego or whatever. but ig now its time for me to get over him too. Whats the point of loving a person when you know he doesnt like you back. But like.  People say right , Everything happens for a good reason . I am glad this happened because some day It had to end . And I am not blaming anyone in my story because I did get to learn and realise a lot of things being with him . ❤️







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