I love my senior but can't confess to him as he is my teammate and my best friend but it's hard to keep the feelings in now. :'(

Will think about giving a try now :)))))


Say it otherwise you will regret why haven’t you said it and you will have sleepless nights and you will only overthink about it. Atleast if he know your feelings and he knows yours you will have peace of mind. And he will also start seeing u more than a friend because he will know how you feel atleast. And he will also start thinking about you.

One Sided Love

Idk what happens to me I try a lot to control my temper but couldn't and this only happens when someone pokes me ahhhgg I hate someone who pokes me and I literally can't resist my anger idk what to do 

Anger Issues

I’m convinced I have a bad luck spell curse on me. It’s laughable how many things go wrong I seriously have not had one ounce of happiness in years actually probably never. And I keep putting good things out there to see if my karmatic debt will restored and I swear I don’t even get alittle back. 

Spirituality

हज़ारों दिल जीतने वाले,
एक शक्स के हारे होते है।
 :')

3am Thoughts

Is there any BTS Army 💜

Other

Life is like a station,
भीड़ तो बहुत है पर अपना कोई नहीं  !


Life

 I have been thinking this today.

(Just a little context- i m a 17yr old male, studying/preparing for an exam (IITJEE) , my closest friend’s brother (he was of my age and also preparing for same exam) got a heart attack at 3am (no medical issues earlier) and doctors gave up around 5 am and he left us around 1pm.)

Why do we even work so hard for something? To get a better life? Something which is so much uncertain that it can be taken away from us any moment? Why cant we live life to the fullest without caring bout numbers either in money or rankings? If it is certain that one day we all have to die, that day can be today , tomorrow, or months later or years later, why is it that we have to waste life trying to get something in future? 

I dont know why but i feel like this is all in vain. All that studying and sacrifices made in past years to get a better rank in exam meant nothing and i dont even feel like continuing it anymore.

Loss

If you feel like something super negative in your life has happened which is universally trivial, like a row you had with someone while driving, don’t let it stress you out. Trust me it will shock you how much it didn’t happen. Forget it ever happened and never think about trifles. Life goes on and some days are bad where the smallest of things feel like a huge deal. It is all absolutely chill. We all make mistakes not everyday is a parable. Some days are just days.

Yayyyy. So happy today. Just saw news on TV. Kinda made me feel happy. Feeling damn good after a long time. Yayayayayay. Swaad aa gaya. Good things are on the way.

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