I love him so much it hurts. We have a long distance friendship, so I can’t even get jealous whenever I see him with a girl.. I overthink everything and I hurt myself by telling me he loves me. I’m pretty sure he doesn’t.. because.. let’s face it.. I’m everyone’s last choice. 

I just hate the fact I love him so much. I dream about this non existent life we could have together, about our love story that’ll probably never come true. 

So why do I keep loving him.. why do I do this to myself. I know he says he loves me but with everything I see or hear, they all tell me that he doesn’t. 

I don’t know anymore. Maybe.. just maybe I should just end our friendship now so that I don’t get hurt anymore?

But I don’t want to do that. He makes me feel safe yk, he makes me feel loved. Or that’s just what I tell myself. Gosh I don’t fking know. 

He says he loves me but every time I feel like I’m just bothering or when I look at one of his pictures I wonder how he could even love me. I just don’t know and it’s hard to try and distance myself from him since we talk like 4-5 times a week. I can’t go without having reassurance or without someone to talk to

I told him and he tells me he loves me too but I don’t feel like it. Maybe its just because I overthink and we’re only through text but it still hurts. 

Yup.. still not over it haha. Still in doubt and still madly in love with him. 

Honestly.. not really. He’s the only guy I wanna talk to

One Sided Love

i am into a guy, we both had an gap of 2 weeks where we did'nt meet he had some work,he went out of station for past 1 week, so he wasn't able to msgg me or even i can't text him or call him,today we both meet where he came frm outside,it was coincident in college we both spoke for an min,than he went hostel as he was tried, from that i too did't start conversation and he too did'nt text me. what can i do.

Frustration

Hey everyone, so i have been in a relationship for over 2.5 years now, HAHA I KNOW, but jokes apart its been going prettywell. But there have been things that are bothering me alot now. My partner is very ambitious and loyal. Yesterday we went out for a date, so i brought up a conversation on which he said things that bothered me a lil bit. So i just want some advice on that.
I asked about where this relationship is going, like after college and all, to which he said that there is 50-50 chance for it. I got a lil uncomfortable with that. So he said that he is sure of me but isnt about the situation( I'm assuming he was talking about career stuff which is a top priority for me as well). But like i didn't got that surety i wanted. So this is giving me anxiety. Please help me out!?

Anxiety

I feel so empty and I don't know what to do with my life. I no longer laugh at my bf jokes, I no longer see him with the same feelings like I used before, all that left is just broken trust and hate. I just felt like there's something wrong with him, but I don't know what is it. He's kind, he helps me with my mental issues, but somehow I just felt like there's something off about our relationship. I know I need to let go, but I just can't.. what can I do to fix this feelings? What if he didn't do anything wrong and I'm just over thinking?

Love

I was in a 4 year relationship, we broke up 6 months back. Many guys have tried on me since  they are really impressive and got great personalities but I just can’t or don’t want to   I spoke to a few , not to lie the conversation was quite exciting and  engaging  but if you ask me if would go out with them for a date I just can’t.  even if they are what I would want.  

1. I just can’t imagine myself being all chirpy bouncy  or happy like was in  the relationship before.  

2. a part of me wants to but I’m just tired.  

3. What will my ex think… maybe we had a dim chance to get back and I blew it off. Even though he’s said he doesn’t feel anything for me anymore.  
And we haven’t spoken ever since.  
I miss him a lot.  

Would I it be better to go for a casual relationship to heal from the previous one ? 



I once said to him, invite me to your wedding and he said without you it won't be possible, he won't really say that to anyone else, so does he like me... or was just flirting?

3am Thoughts

Ok i need serious suggestions please.
So my mother found a guy for me to get marry to. I dont want to get marry right now. And yes, i can't convince my mother she don't listen to me. So i thought to text that guy to say no from his side. But i dont have proper words that how should i talk to him about this and do all this smoothly. I dont want my mother to know that i texted him😭. He lives in other country so the only way i can talk to him is over text or call. Please give me some good ideas how to do this  that he days no and dont tell my mother that i asked him to do so 😭. Thank u

Marriage

so i broke up with this guy, my first ever love actually and we've been talking again but idk it seems like he doesn't really care about me and i know its so stupid just obsessing over one guy but theres just something about him. i know i can't change him but i want him to care about me i really do. being away from
him broke me and i fear that talking to him again may be toxic and i dont wanna be sad again. i dont even know if i ever stopped being sad tbh. 

Hey!
there is this guy i like . i did confess my feelings for him . he knew how i felt about him . but then covid came and i didnt see him for a very long time and then finally last year i found his instagram account and seeing his post i realised i still like him a lot. i liked evrything about him ....cant say that he is perfect but im okay with each and every of his flaws. i felt so strong feelings for him that i even wrote a poem about him - about his eyes because i remember how i felt when i first time i looked into his eyes ...it felt like the time has stopped , like only we two existed , i couldnt hear anything ....i remember i had stopped breathing (i could feel it)...even though i know it was only for 1 minute but it felt like forever . 
well back to the story , i still cant get over him .... and i know that a lot time has passed and no one wants to be reminded of something that happened in the past (which i indirectly tried) but knowing that i cant have him makes me only like him more . i like his mere existance .   
also at the same time , i have a bestfriend who has strong feelings for me . since he is my bestfriend i love him a lot too . he just wish that we could be something more than just friends .....im not sure about it . i feel like since i like the other guy saying yes to him will be cheating and will be an act of dishonesty from my side .




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