I love her 🥲 literally , when I see anyother woman my sight goes down and my heart beats for the girl i love . Wo kehte haina pyar such ho toh puri qayanat usey milaney mai jud ti hai i can feel that 

Now I can’t because she don’t want to get involved in these stuff and she don’t want to give me a hope , she don’t have feelings . Ye ek tarfa mohabbat hai hi kambakht chhez

Pyar dono taraf se sach ho aur sach me nibhane ki chahat ho tbhi kaynaat tumhe milayegi. Pyar ho aur nibhane ki himmat na ho to Puri kaaynat bhi kuchh nhi kar payegi.

3am Thoughts

Kabih vih hurt hone k baad vih kisi ko sunane se phele 2 bar sochti hun, gusse meh akar hurt nah kardun kisi ko islye duriya vih maintain karti hun, dur hojati hun duniya se.... phir vih I'm the bad person Hamesa kosish kiya hai meine kisi k dukh k time support dene ka, I have always tried to be there for my friends when they need me... But when it's my time nah koi as pas vih dikhta nahi bhik vih manglun time k liye toh dete nahi islye I made the decision to kick out all these friends you won't believe me now I'm completely alone even school meh jin logon k saat Bachpan bitayi hun woh ab eye contact kar k  muu firah lete hai jese I don't exist anymore... Abhi sukh dukh ki bate vih sunne k liye koi nahi hai even I'm dead for my best friends chalo I accept it bhagwan ka diya hua chiz bura vih kiu nah lagrahaho lekin pata hai woh jo karte hai hamare bhale k liye hi karte hai meh dukh vih kushi kushi accept karlungi lekin une sabko as a lesson hi kiu mere life meh bhejna hota hai I want people Jo mere pas rahe, jo saat rahe mere....

Friends

i wish i could just find someone i connected with instantly. i wish we could become close and become familiar with each other, become friends. i wish that it could possibly lead up to more than friendship, but truth is i’ll likely never find that someone. 

Other

"Tum kehte the " 
Tum kehte the, tum raam to mai sita hu, tum kehte the, mai meera si pawan geeta hu... 
Tum kehte the , jaise jism ruh ke bina  mai bhi tum bin utna hi adhura hu... 
Tum kehte the  , in kaale dil walo ke bich mai ek chamakta heera hu.... 
Tum kehte the tumhe andheri raato se  khauf hai, mai un andheri raato ke bich ek ujla sawera hu... 
Tum kehte the, mujhse duri manjur nhi tumhe, 
Phir kiu mai aaj itna akela hu??
_lost🙃


Exhausted

Why am I confused about my career? Why me? Why can’t I figure out what the i wanna do with my life?

When i was in school, i was so sure that i wanna study history, and it was because of the love i had for the subject. I used to enjoy studying history a lot. I used to watch so many historical shows and books. 11th and 12th standard was amazing. I knew i wanna scored 95+ in my  boards and get into a good college. I was so dedicated towards this goal.

I did succeed. I was able to score 96 percentage and get into a good college. College was also lots of fun, studying the subject i love in so much depth and detail was like being lost in a world of your imagination. I wish this could last, but it didn’t.  Last year of college was filled with so much anxiety and uncertainty because i had to decide what i wanna do after my college is over? There were some of my friends who were so sure about what they want to do and then there was me, and i was always like why i am so confused about my career?

I still love studying history but do i wanna that as a career? Maybe not. Maybe i just wanna keep it as something that I’m passionate about and do for pleasure.

For the first time in a long time, I don’t know where i wanna go from here! And this shit is scary. I have never been so uncertain about anything in my life. God!!! What am i  confused about my career?

Career

Some days are like a labyrinth, whether you are trying to get to the center or outside, is your choice.

Overthinking

How do you connect with people here ?

YOLO

Lol maybe it's just me but the notifications aren't working. Is it working for you? 

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