I love a person who I probably shouldn’t. I can’t stop thinking of him even when I’m out with others. Can’t stop checking when he’s online. Can’t get rid of this feeling of hope that one day he is gonna send me a message. And I’m scared to realize it may never happen.
I feel trapped in waiting for something to happen. I know that if nothing happens, then I should probably believe in that he is happy that way. All I can do is to promise myself that one day I feel better and I will be happy too.
oh, and i thought i am the only one on this earth dealing with this shit.
the most shittiest part is that i am already committed with someone else and still thinking about some other guy the same way you are thinking and this is probably why i have joined this app. to speak it out and feel a little better. i dont know what should i do.
Why do you think you shouldn’t love that person
