I love a guy we were like a soulmate but then i made a mistake also i was young that time, but since 4 years my feelings towards him is increasing day by day, we met few days ago after 4 years everything is same(feelings and respect towards each other) but he is going to abroad very soon and also he wants to marry there, i know he still has feelings for me but he became a stone and practical person, i know life will not stop for anyone, but it is just pain which I’m trying to overcome I’m trying since 4 years but it’s just increasing i can’t do anything happily , i feel miserable and peaceful at the same time , i want him to stay and go back to his previous personality but i know it is not possible also every person should think accordingly to them, and he is right in his thinking but still it’s just my emotions, it’s really painful but I’m liking it too, maybe I’m a sadist,
Hello?
His eyes and behaviour says it all, he always understand what is going in my mind and gives me a perfect reply before i ask for anything
