I love a girl who is in love with my friend . i like to get over it but we work at the same olace and it kills me to see them. It is not like I dont want them to have fun but I dont want me see it . I would just like to forget her.

I try to move on but there are so many things that reminds me of her and because I'm  close  friends with both of them it is hard. I try to ghost her but it is not easy I still have feelings for her 

Yeah thanks. Even though i think I didn't but sometimes i cry 

Yeah its been 2 months and now I'm getting better except for the part when i get to see them both or doing something together.

Crush

Pehli pehli baar muhabbat ki hai... 🙊

How many of you really want a genuine friendship here....?

Family

https://open.spotify.com/track/1xbOdb9kv5YKBIzJSrKNEy?si=769b1bo9SKGac7pK7KFwyQ


And in the end 
I will seek you 
Out amongst 
The stars.

The space dust 
Of me will 
Whisper 
"I love you"

Into the infinity 
Of the universe.


Music

I wish that i could’ve been someone else, in someone else’s situations. Family and friends aren’t more than a delicious slow-acting poison. Even the way they love you feels like they hate you. I wish i could throw my body, brain, heart and skin away from me, and get another memory. I wish that i could throw myself in the ocean, and let it taste my frustration and loneliness. I want to live another life, cause this is so painful

Emotional Abuse

I'm the Author of the story, but not the one who controls the context. Maybe I'm Wanda lol hahaha. 

3am Thoughts

Few things are said to be shared in this world. Strangers understand it much better. Sometimes friends are the biggest enemies that you should be careful. Idk I should say this or not but going to step in the adult phase its necessary also...what is psychopathy..who are psychopaths..are they monsters? My teacher said I'm a psychopath just because I'd tried  cutting my vein..this is a reason??..but from that day..I really think about psychopathy all day long. Search about it all day long and overthink and daydream about killing. I wasn't that way but when my teacher said that..Now I question myself. I fear to be one but I don't want it to be too late. I would love to kill myself instead of harming someone. I'd been searching more and more and more about suicides ,murders and many such things that I shouldn't. Lose my control at night. I whisper words that I don't know what it means. Sit in red lighted rooms..like in movies and read about psychopathy, suicides ,murders, crimes and etc. Idk why but is it really ok? Or I should visit a psychiatrist as soon as possible??

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts