I lost my grandfather to hear attack last year and I miss him alot and I can't get over his death. I sometimes randomly see visuals of his dead body and funeral I can't get over his death and it's more than a year now and it's really affecting my everything functioning. I sometimes dream about him. Should I go for therapy or is there anyone who lost their dear one and can help me to move on or somebody who wants to connect with me with the same.

Hey thankyou so much. Have you gone through the same?

He was my go to person so yeah I kinda miss him alot

Dreams

Im feeling very lonely....😭😭

I lost my mom three months ago on May 2nd, She has passed away in sleep. She had her first cardiac attack..😫😫 She is just 50 Years old.. She is super healthy.. She doesn't have any other health issues, in fact not BP or Sugar though. I already lost my daddy in the year 2014. I'm the only daughter of my parents. Now, my mom left me alone in this cruel world and she went. I can't pass my days.. I'm feeling very lonely... I want my mommy, I miss her cuddles and morning hugsss...😭😭 this pain is so deep.....

Lonely

Hi 
I lost my brother, he was the only surviving member in my family. 
It's just getting hard day by day to be alive. 

Depression

Today is was alot of miss my dad. Papa was left me 9years ago😢 so I wrote something for unko yaad krte krte 

PAPA MUJHY AAJ B US HOLI WALE DIN KI VO MAAR YAAD.. BAD MAI GOAD MAI LEKR KIA PYAR .... PAPA MUJHY PHIR SEY USI DIN KA INTZAR HAI😢

I'm a 26yo guy. My mother was suffering from cancer and died in 2019. Since then, I lost something which I couldn't get back again. My brother, father everyone was broken as they didn't saw it was coming. Because, I was with her all time and they didn't knew much about her condition until the disease caught her more stronger. They were so sensitive to handle it in front of my mother. I couldn't tell them what's going on. I handled it for 4 years, going to the hospital,taking care of her etc.. 
 But, what I had was a friend whom keep calling me everyday and gave me support which I needed the most.

Guys, that's the only reason I stood firmly before my family. If I am broken, I might not be able to get back my family out of depression. Even, I remember the day she died when a single tear didn't came out of my eyes.

You know what's the worst thing could happen when you are sad? Its you can't cry your heart out. I couldn't. And, I had to keep it all inside me. I became so anxious, depressed and demotivated to survive.

My small or rather big advice to you : cry as you can you want. Share your thoughts with atleast one guy you can trust. Don't keep everything inside you. Don't let the sadness turns to madness.

(Pardon my language)

Thanks 

Cancer

So my dad died two days ago and i dont know what to do im so sad and angry. I just want cry. (sorry if my english is bad its not my firs language) 

Family

I miss my dad. It's been a year that he left us. Aisa ek din nahi gaya that I cried, without him it just feels.. can't even explain in words. 

I am 27. I lost my dad 9 years ago. I still miss him. He wanted to see me achieve my dreams and now here I am, working in one of the top automotive company in Germany and I cannot see his smile. I wish I could see him once and listen to how happy he is with my achievements.

My dads not who I thought he was and now, it feels like he died but he didn’t. It’s like the idea of who I thought he was died and I have seen the true him. This has been the hardest week of my life. I’m lost in my opinions of what to do. Every time I think about all the stuff that has happened I feel a hole in my chest from what used to be happiness. If anyone ever reads this ig just tell me if I should go to therapy. I think I should but it’s hard rn to express the way that I feel 😕

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