Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I live in my own house but still have no one to talk to. Even my mom is not talking to me after hitting me before a days .I have a boyfriend to whom i share everything . He too isn’t talking to me . We had a fight where my best friend (with whom too i cant share much)jokingly told me in the chats that “tell your boyfriend that treat my friend well otherwise be ready to get ur bones broken” it was just a funny chat i told him this thinking he too will find this funny but he felt offensive and he told that from now on don’t tell her about our relationship and say that he is just my friend . Always he does this. I told him she is only one to whom i have shared about us and still i havent told her the entire truth that you are my boyfriend and even if i say what’s the problem with it bcoz you keep on telling about me to your friends i just have one still i didn’t say . Then he said i felt offesive how rude is she and then i told him she just said all this jokingly still he wasnt ready to listen to me and said its late (while i was still speaking to him ) and called me rude, told that come after my exams only, told me "if i was on your place and did what you do to me then you would have cried all the time "… i didnt do anything what was my mistake byt i told him sorry and later he said sorry ,i was crying and telling it was not my mistake leave me alone and he left he did not even msg me once and the next day he came and did not ask how r u just asked me did you delete telegram i said no and he said ok i came for asking only this and said bye and he went . I didnt want to msg him bcoz its mostly me who always tries to sort it out but i again sent him msg and we had a fight again and i told him focus on your studies i am going i wont come he did not even stop me once and went and now he didn’t even send a single msg to me . I am literally so so so alone and done with everything that’s happening .