I live in a house with my parents who don’t understand me and show negetive emotions to who I am all the time, I am dealing with that in therapy.
But what got through everything is my cat her u judgmental meow was music to my ears! She is only one who made me want to cheer up put food pet play. We do leave out to roam about in the balcony.
Today she escaped and returned and has been 24hrs now.
I am so gonna crave her meow, and is going to leave me so anxious and need for empathy with not a single person to recive it from.
I know 24hrs is too less to loose hope, but my cat in 3 years hasn’t done this ever, and we tried searching for her in a decent radius around as well, and didn’t find her, so odds are really not in positive sense.
My friend had a theory which said if some one feeds her fish she may choose to stay at thier place.
And I always kept thinking of getting dish and putting for her and I never did…
I really wish I had done things differently,
As I type this one thing I realise is I’m going to watch Grey’s anatomy, that’s series has helped me deal with losses, doctors have to see the losses and move on.
This is why Journaling helps so much.
I really don’t think I should post this, too long. But I think Im just gonna wing it, Say Jai and post it.
It’s all OK, everything will work out in the end. Sometimes it’s hard, but you just have to close your eyes and hope, pray to God or the Universe, whatever your beliefs are and just have faith. It’ll be OK :)
