I literally have 0 friends and every time I try to make friends they just ditch me at some point when I get attached
Life is easier with good company and that is true
I try so much to find the right people but everyone just fucks up my mental peace
I had a childhood friend of 15 years who just randomly started preferring other people over me and when I confronted her she left me alone and I went through a terrible friendship breakup
I have lost all my close friends because I was attached to them and they just kept me like an option till they found someone better
I have worked so hard on myself and to improve myself and still people become toxic and leave me alone when I am the most vulnerable.
I have 0 social life and literally no one cares for me and it hurts a lot. I can be alone but I just can’t deal with the fact that all my friends have left me alone at a point where I feel like dying
There’s a harsh reality that i have been through. Friends are temporary and if a few are still available for you even after years. That’s a blessing and a rare case. Don’t you think so, it’s better to stay away from the fake ones. Even if someone fakes a good friendship with you. It’s temporary right. What’s the use? He or she will ultimately back stab you one day. That would be more painful right. For me, having no one is better than having the fake ones. Atleast being alone doesn’t break you as much as having fake ones who eventually back stab you one day. With passing days in my life i have realised, some people are thrown away from our life because they don’t deserve us. Our loyalty, our love. They deserve toxicity that matches their level. Rn, you must be thinking that you are the loneliest person but trust me everything that has been happening to you is a good sign. You will realise it soon. What great things and good people you deserve. And being lonely is not a curse. I understand we cannot handle everything all by ourselves but atleast we can try to understand our own self. Just try to understand what you want. Your life will then be a better place for you 💕✨
Thank you so much for saying that.❤️
The thing that makes me so sad is that I only had pure intentions towards everyone and did my best in the friendship and they left me just like that.
I don’t even know the reason and when I asked some of them , the said “my choice” .
I said that even I was a part of the friendship so I think I deserve an answer
And they were like no I just don’t want to be friends with you.
You are a pure soul, dear. You are a wonderful person and not everyone can fit themselves with you. And how can you expect a bad person to respect a person’s feelings. They were toxic and toxic people never justify themselves for their actions. They do whatever they wish to. Bad or maybe worst. And please save your love and loyalty for people who really deserve you.✨
Thank you so much you’re so sweet.😭❤️