I literally had relations(not physically ) with 10-12 people while I was in school probably in the age between 14-17 years. Then I never felt wrong but now literally everyone is hating me. After those 12 relations I had in my life I truly loved someone who used me for money. I feel like dying coz of the mistakes I made in the past and choosing the wrong one. Now I have feelings for a person but he's expecting only money but nothing else. Will I get a real person in my life?

It will come on it's own time as you heard good things take time. And mostly people do have 4-5 relations in past, one of them is me also! So don't hurry dear and sometimes love is all about to give.
And not to expect in return! Honestly, he's not the right one 

Well ppl will find it difficult to trust you in long term given your past. So you gotta avoid making those same mistakes

Adulting

I recently told my boyfriend that I'm feeling overwhelmed by the amount of affection and cheesy lines he gives me. I really love him a lot and I love affection and would consider myself a generally open person when it comes to PDA, affection and reassurance. Whilst I like having  the love, support and reassurance he gives me, its getting to the point that he says things every 5-10 minutes and I'm finding it really hard to adjust. It can even become a little cringe sometimes. Just because I feel this way doesn't mean I love him any less. But ever since I told him, I've been feeling so guilty that I've hurt him or made him upset. How do I talk to him about it without hurting his feelings? 

Relationships

So recently i broke up with my boyfriend and all my best friends also left me as i screwed up with some while some got busy. In all my past relationship where by i dated  3 boys and they all played me and all i can think is that i was the problem and i still am. I lost my best friend who i could share everything with and now i am all alone/

Breakup

Kisiki zindagi aisi hain jo duniya Khatam hone ke khwaab dekh raha ho aur putin chicha se kuchh zyada hi umeed lagaye baithe ho

3am Thoughts

High school is the age when you care too much about other peoples opinions. Learn to let go and do what makes you happpyy. Dont care about other poeples judgements practice the art of letting go and make it a habit

Education

I am such a complicated person I thought leting go that person wouldn't bother me a bit even though she was very much talkative and annoying but I feel empty now I feel like no else cared besides her I feel shittyy I feel ..
I can't stop crying I was called emotionless cold hearted all the names one could think of I guess I am not
God please let her be happy I was the shi.. Tiest friend. 


Frustration

There is this feeling I’ve been having, it’s been a few days. Feels like I lost something or someone, I’ve thought about everything and everyone I know and I don’t think I have lost. At least my brains tells me so. But with each passing day I’m feeling a bit more down. And since today morning, I want to cry, like how I used to in childhood, for hours. And then go back to life feeling clean. But for some wired reason I’m not able to get a tear out of my eyes. 

Feels like the first lines of Tale of two cities. “It was the best of times, it was the worst of times” 

Confusion

My dad drains me, he is constantly giving his opinions on things, like covid, if your having a normal conversation he will bring it up somehow, if you try and give your opinion that is different from his, he will immediately shut you down and disregard what you say especially if your agree with people like bbc or people on social media. Whenever your trying to have a normal conversation he will make it into an argument and then blame it on you for making it an argument, we could be talking about what I did at school for example, I would say to him we learnt about ocean and pollution or something and he will say that our school is indoctrinating us telling us what they want us to believe. 



Other

So confused about what I’m feeling right now… I always thought I was 100% straight, I always liked boys and later on men, but since I went a year abroad on Erasmus I’m really confused. There was this other student I really liked. At first I thought I liked her because of how cool she was and how much we had in common. Later on I realized that I had just fallen in love with her. I didn’t do anything with these feelings and I certainly didn’t tell her. Now, the same thing has happened again back home, and I think this time the other girl really likes me back. I don’t know what to do with all this, and certainly not because I don’t think my family would understand. 

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