I LIKE YOU BUT YOU BADLY CONFUSED ME ALL THE TIME . THERE ARE THE DAYS WHEN WE CHIT CHAT I USED TO FEEL LUCKY TO HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE SOMETIMES I USED TO FEEL THAT I AM YOUR PRIORITY BUT WE DIDNβT TALK FOR A WEEK IN A ROW YES I KNOW YOU HAVE YOUR PERSONAL LIFE BUT THIS IS THE NORMAL FOR THE PEOPLE WHO ARE IN LOVE ? ( FRIENDSHIPS ) . I WANT TO KNOW HOW WAS YOUR DAY ? I WANT TO KNOW SOME INTERESTING HAPPEN WITH YOU ? I WANT TO HELP YOU WHEN YOU FEEL A LOT TO MAKE YOU GLOW . I WANT YOU TO CHEER ME IF I HAD A BAD DAY . I WANT YOU TO BE WITH ME ALL THE TIME . LIKE YOUR CELL PHONE WITH YOUR EYE . IS THAT WHAT BEEN IN LIKING SOMEONE IS ALL ABOUT ? THERE ARE THE DAYS WHEN WE SHOULD CHAT WE LAUGH WE ENJOYED ALL THE NIGHT WITH EACH OTHER . THAN YOU JUST BARELY RESPOND TO MY TEXT FOR DAYβS . IT FEELS AS WE TALK . WHEN YOU NEED TO . WE CHAT . WHEN YOU WANT TO . YOU ACT LIKE YOU ARE IN LOVE TO ME . WHEN YOU NEED TO . IS THAT THE KIND OF FRIENDSHIP I DESERVE ? THERE ARE ALL THINGS WHICH MAKE ME TRIGGER ALL THE NIGHT I WANT YOU TELL YOU THATβS IT . HMMMMM MAYBE THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN I LIKE YOU AND YOU ACT LIKE YOU ARE LIKING ME .
Wtf? Thatβs exactly exactly 100%, of what Iβm feeling right now!! Exactly!! Each & Every word. Goddamn.
so how are you dealing with it ?
Ahh, Iβm lost. Itβs hurtful, but uhh, idk what to doβ¦ I tried my best, but still trying, cz deep down I feel like, what if the other person feels the same? What if they feels Iβm doing this?
I also do believe that, things can be better, itβs just circumstancesβ¦ But happening same thing again & again, I doubt over my beliefβ¦ Feels like we just talk when the other person is free or wants toβ¦ Even I do make time out of my busy life na? Then? Ahh, idk writing this makes me sadβ¦ Bcs somehow Iβm trying to avoid this, but umm it hurts na.
Also yaar they say they love (friendship) (thatβs why I feel so relatable), but feels like Iβm getting used, which is not exactly trueβ¦
And worst of all, I criticize and then I protect!!
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I hope youβll get what you deserve. nothing but just praying good for you.
Likewise. I wish the best for you :)
Btw how are you dealing with it�
honestly I really donβt know. Iβm just trying to be stay connected with them. I donβt where itβll lead to me but still Iβm giving my best to save these relationships. I am just hoping for the best.
Yeahhβ¦ Same. Both of us know the worth of this relationshipβ¦
Wishing the best for us!
I believe thereβs a someone for everyone. someone whoβll love you no matter what.
Is this how you treat your fellow online people
???
All those caps
Maby be blunt and forward and seriously ask how she feelsβ¦ donβt be shyβ¦ itβs ur lifeβ¦ and Iβm pretty sure a simple question or giving them an ultimatum will clear your confusion