“I like the idea of being alone. I like the idea of often being alone in all aspects of my life. I like to feel lonely. I like to need things.”
- Robert Plant

Other

Netflix show/movie anything recs please? Just list your favs I’ll watch anything 

3am Thoughts

Digging out her flaws, I completely ignored the best part of her and how she made me feel.
We slowly build up the relationship and then with such stupidity we ruin it as well.

Anxiety

❤️💙 FCB 💙❤️

Celebration

My CA Final exams are in November. Since past 4 months, I'm so busy in studies that I have lost touch with almost all of my friends, had no social life, not talked with my best friend since a week. Sometimes I question myself 'The touch which I lost with the outside world, was it worth losing?

Stress

Arman khan

Breakup

I don't trust people because I just don't understand why would someone, some stranger who barely knows me want to know me or understand me or help me or love and care for me. I mean my own parents have never trusted me or loved me, all they did was convince me that I am the worst Mistake of their life and a Burden so why the fuck would a stranger want to love me, like ME..? Bullshit right? I mean even the expectation of it is nonsense right? Like why? I push away people too much & too fast every time I feel like I have revealed too much about myself. Because I just feel like no one will like me the moment they will know the real me because I am being my own self at home and my parents don't love me and say that I am a mistake and treat me like I am burden to them, so if I reveal myself, my real self, others will think same, and I don't want to be a burden and a mistake and a bad luck for others too, I mean I don't wanna ruin their life too, so I am just scared and yeah, I don't think I deserve to be loved or understood, I think I don't deserve anything good because my parents say I am a mistake and I have heard it so much to the point where I too believe it now. So I just automatically seem to cut off people and run away from people when they come close or start to know me more than they should know or when j start to reveal myself, I feel so uncomfortable and uneasy that I just run away and do not trust anyone because how can I trust them and why should I trust them and why would they want to know a person like me? And love me? And want to know me? No one wants me! And if someone is saying that they want me or be my friend and love me or be there for me then that surely is a lie because how can anyone ever even want me? What am I? I am nothing. I am nobody. Nothing special at all. Just no one. My existence doesn't even matter so how can someone come and say that it matters and I am special? How can I be special and deserving of love & trust? Do I deserve it? Really? Idk. I was being and I still am being told that no one would ever want a person like me tho?!  


Confusion

All those who are feeling alone kindly raise your hands ✋..

Under the kitchen light you still look like dynamite 

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