I like someone since about 4 years ago. There were times when we were together like more than friends, but always pretended we weren't. I know I'm not the right person for him, and vice versa. Of course, I can accept that. I'm no longer having a hard time forgetting him, but he's always crossed my mind in every way. That is not fair.

Crush

Objects in your memories were nicer than they appear 🛵

3am Thoughts

Please talk to me

Lonely

Matalab kii Mai naa pretend bhut karti hu like if I know someone watching mee I will try to act like yes I am on my best behaviour and I do pretend stuff . And I do ignore people like I will act I have not seen them . But then I think that I was rude I should have talked to them.    

Adulting

It feels weird these days. Like, I don't have any friends out there. It's just some people with whom i talk to. It's like, i understand people but no one who understands me. It feels numb at times. Panic attacks all of a sudden. Like what has happened to me? I was great an year ago 

My forever mood: Rose's are red. I am going to bed🥱🥱🥱

The world becomes transparent in between the line between the insticts and-
Time becomes loose around the deepness of our gazes then-
A truthful view
A scenery of the ruins slowly shines
Wishes, promises, all in my core disintigrate


Selfishness like outlieing your thoughts-
And at the expense of your own cost
Which you explain by your shackled bonds-
Truly selfish isn’t it?


Her and him and even you
Ah- why won’t you set me just won’t you
Even time unveils itself within its own
Neither does it lie, neither does it bloom
Setting everything aside from that though,
It has an end, so do you?



I have been feeling a little down lately, I have come up with some lyrics but I have a feeling that I will never be able to write good enough to consider making it into an actual song.

Music

5 days ago My gf blamed me for break up and I keep begging her to not go. Tonight she is in oyo with smeeth😂
#betrayal


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