I lierally took 5 mins for myself after studying for hours and mom comes and shouts at me at my face , calling me horrible names , its not something new to me atp , but i am just so tired of crying , crying so they can’t hear , all those physical abuse that i’ve endured comes back to my mind , everything hurts
Stay strong bud. I have experienced the same situation a few years ago and I overcame it by calling those numbers on google for help. I told them what I really felt and now I’m still in pain but I always tell them what I feel and they listen. I am listening to you bud and I empathize with you, stay strong. https://unitedgmh.org/mental-health-support
I don’t have the energy in me to be strong anymore , ending it all is the only solution i’ve got rn , I’ve literally been physically abused all my childhood and now the emotional abuse
Don’t bro, just hold on. Everyone who attempted to end but survived always says that they regretted it. I too am a part of that. Ignore your mom if she is annoying. You know the cycle repeats right? And you also know that your mom is clearly the wrong one here. Build yourself to be the correct person to withstand her wrongness. Prove her wrong. Bro, we are all bound to pass someday right? Your mom will have her time, but you, you have more time than her. Don’t waste your time doing the same things she did. You don’t have the energy to be strong? What about the strength and urge you have to end yourself? You still have strength bro. Use it wisely, to protect yourself. I’m rooting for you.
No buddy don’t do any bad thing.
Till now you have done well in your life.
See just think about how hard you worked to get into place you are right now.
Follow the advice
Or try to tell your mom how you are feeling.
If she cares you she will not hurt you again.
What is your age?
I turned 18 , If i voice out how i feel she will start cursing at me because she has done this before when i tried telling her , i’ve been physically abused by all my childhood by her and now its the emotional abuse , i stopped self harming 3 years ago but she is driving me to a point where i just end myself
What about your father won’t he support you?
He does “sometimes” , but he eventually ends up on my moms side everytime
Bro it’s hard but keep it in mind good days are coming.
Don’t loose in thoughts.
Give your best in every thing.
Ignore your mother yellings…
Just wait for your day
If there is anything that you want my help tell me.
I will help you
