i know you too well to know that your actions are intentional. i know that when you post certain things they’re directed to me. i know that when you speak, you indirectly direct things towards me. i know you and i know that you still have feelings for me. the crazy thing is i do too but both of us are too full of pride and won’t dare be the first to say something to one another. 

Yes most of the people carrying thus ego shit with themselves for pride. Silly humans

Yes indeed. I took that part in my life. And I lowered myself . But it's still useless... so I become unstoppable. 

 What ? So that’s what you think ? But I don’t even see u as a friend lol . How about u leave your head and stand on earth for a sec 

Love

Main apne hi mann ka hausla hoon
Hain soya jahan par main jaga hoon😌✨

Growing Up

It's so hard to think of surviving amidst of torturous environment. If it's a stranger nothing would have affected me. But, it's my dad who is abusing me verbally here. I have lost energy in persuading with him. Discouragement, body shaming, hate speech are the things I'm blessed from him. I have several times begged him not to torture me with words. But nothing seems to work. I can't even run out cos I'm a girl and financially not stable. I don't even have other relatives to seek help. Living in this toxic environment sucks. I even tried going away from him for studies but due to covid I ended up being with him again. Now every day my blood is boiling, my anxiety is shooting up. I hate to even be around him. But out of no options, quarantine has pushed me to stay with him 24*7. I wish I could die but I unfortunately don't have any solutions. I couldn't also survive anymore

Suicidal Ideation

Anyone here from Pakistan?

Celebration

Test

3am Thoughts

Looking for a girl....friend 

Acquaintance

Need someone to talk....feeling lonely

Adulting

How shall i start without looking upon thee 
Thou hast  gone so far barely I could until 

In the depth of sorrows thou solaceed me 
And in the radiant life thou masterless me 

Not knowing much of this pathetic orb 
Thou flew in mist of murk  deserting me


Hmm idk why I'm writing this but you people really need to understand when someone is on the high urge to finish them off "don't kill yourself because everyone who loves you will suffers! You will be free from pain but they will suffer" istg these words never work saying it from my personal experience even it's keep on making it worse. At this moment, the victim is at the very delicate stage nd you gotta handle the victim very carefully .You never know probably it can be victim's loved ones who's making him/her feeling like crap nd making the victim want to commit suicide! In mostly cases our loved ones are the ones who drive us to this edge! I request to all the people here if you see any post regarding to suicide or self harm 
Just be polite to them, especially pay attention to what they are saying mostly People thinking of suicide don’t necessarily have a clear plan or specific timeline. They simply want a way to stop pain that seems unbearable and impossible to overcome. So just encourage them to talk 'bout it as it really helps. 
The people who are struggling right now much more power to you! You gotta survive not for someone but for yourself. Just hang in there. I'm so proud of you!💗

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