I know what I need to do to make my life better. Why can’t I still do it? 
I know no one else can do it for me or make me. I just am unable to do it despite knowing what I’m supposed to do. 

Just imagine how proud your future self would be remembering all your efforts and hard work.. Sending support and love <3

Career

Hi just joined 
#positive start # new friends

Friends

I am in phase were people judge me and miss interpret me. 

LGBTQ

Why are nights so harder to pass when i am deep in my thoughts??
Why is it hard to pass a day but the years are flying by me so soon???
Why is my life stuck in nevers and nots??
Why am i not so happy and not so over the moon???

3am Thoughts

So the guy who wanted to be friends and haulted the dating phase giving the reason I want us to know each other first so that I can remain attracted to you is now stalking me on social media why??? Why will someone who is not interested do that ???

Confusion

I want to die. Please Help.

Suicidal Ideation

I feel tired and very sensitive. I feel lonely. Even with the slightest arguments, I feel like dying. No one loves me. I feel like my family is forced to love me because I am their daughter. They do care about me but I don't feel satisfied. When I think about it, nothing actually happened. But I can't stop crying. My chest hurts. I feel insecure. I want to die. I feel like I am nothing but a burden to those around me. I am feeling guilty. I want someone to hold me. I want to feel their warmth. My fingers are shaking. If I am not their daughter, then I am sure they would hate me. They would feel disgusted. My mom got covid +ve. So I can't even go hug her. I am going to get tested tomorrow with my family just in case. I want to get tested positive so that I can hug her. Then I want to die as a patient. Because me committing suicide would burden them even more. I don't like this world. In fact I hate it. Because people around me don't like me without a particular reason. I don't understand. Why do they hate me so much? I haven't done anything to them which could harm them. Then why? I feel cold. I thought getting addicted to fun things would make me forget the fact that I am alone. But that is not working anymore. By getting addicted to those things, I even disappointed my family. I feel like I am losing my reasoning. The common harsh words from dad and brother are piercing me now. I feel like they are right. I am waste, useless, pain in the ass, crazy and what not? Will I ever find a person who loves me for who I am? Will they let me feel their warmth? Will they let me hug them without feeling disgusted? Will they treat me like a special person? Will I be able bear all this pain till then? I am scared. Even though I am smiling and acting strong on the outside, I feel weak and vulnerable. I am getting all kinds scary and negative thoughts. In all of my recent imaginative stories, I always end up dying miserably without getting any love.
Does anyone know what I am supposed to do when I am feeling like this?

Depression

Nothing 

Acquaintance

Is closure an over rated thing?
People say that getting a closure is really helpful in moving on from a breakup.
But I feel what good would "a last conversation" do, they are not going to say anything that will comfort you because all you want is to be with that person. And if he also wanted the same we would never have been in this situation at the very first place.

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