Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I know I am immature but it hurts when he say that he would be there till he can why can’t be it always…I know we can’t be together but it still hurts when he says that and tell me to not love him… could I even love someone like that…I know we both can’t be but atleast the time we have can we try atleast… It hurts me to say him to be happy with someone else… I know I am immature but feelings are feelings… I know we don’t have any future but I imagine my future with him … why do society has so much rules… would we even have a next life…He say he loves me but we can’t be together… I know people are suffering more than me … it’s nothing but believe me it hurts…