I know and once talked to a guy who was in my school but had left to join another school nearer to his place. On conversing I got to know that he was heavily into drugs, and used to smoke and drink a lot. His parents caught him once and were cool enough to explain him why and how he should stop doing this. Since then, he's avoided all phone calls of his friends who ask him to smoke with them, and has been very strong. I'm happy I met such a resilient person who was able to get over this. 

Mental Health

Can't help but just laugh out loud on myself because of how things were exactly a year ago today 😂 some of my worst fears came true. I'm going insane rn. Someone help me understand what I feel I've no idea 

Breakup

Okay, so I'll start a chat thread. I'll say a word and let's continue that in the comments.

Grief*

3am Thoughts

I'm asking nicely if you guys can try and make me cry or relapse in self h@rm. I'm losing myself and if I don't relapse or cry soon I'm going to do something worse than cut my self. Please I'm genuinely begging you guys 

Depression

No brokenn hearts in the club, no tearss in the club
'Cause we gon' get it poppin' tonight
No brokenn heartss in the club, more drinksss pour it up
'Cause we gon' get it poppin' tonight

We going straight to Miami
Hop on a plane don't need no plans
Shining so hard like a Grammy
Forget all the players what they did
We gonna be buying the drinkss, we gonna be buying the drinkss
Line up the bottless, line up the models, we gonna forget everything

Oh ain't nobody going home, you know what you came for
To dance off the painn, don'ttt feelll a thing, just feel the champagne
If you're feeling lonelyy, baby let me hear you sing

No brokenn heartss in the club, no tearss in the club
'Cause we gon' get it poppin' tonight



Music

Is anyone free koi h baat krne ko😂

Anxiety

I used to feel I'm worthless
Now i know it was because
I used to be all about you
I used to admire you like anything 
And then i lost me 
When i lost you,
I shattered into pieces 
My feelings were a mess
I know you feel i overreact a lot
But now i just don't care
Of what you think about me
I used to a lot
I won't lie
But now i don't 
Or at least i am trying not to
It's been hard to move on, honestly
But yes, I'm trying
It always wet my eyes
When i get reminded 
Of the times we spent
And all the things i learned from you
Of all the days you helped me out
And how you made me feel
I could always rely on you,
Trust me, i never intended to 
But how could have i stopped myself
From falling for you
I had never felt cared like that before
There wasn't anyone but you
Who i looked up to,
Plus, you made sure you were 
There for me in rough times
And i didn't have any clue
That you were 
Going through things, too
Maybe i wasn't there enough
Maybe i couldn't be good enough
To make you want to stay
To make you feel okay
So yes, i feel i deserved to lose you
Cause all you were to me
Was more than i could've asked for okay.


Came across this quote. What do you say ?

" Life is a tragedy for those who feel, and a comedy for those who think ! "by Jean De La Bruyere

Life

In my last post I got asked what I do when I’m nervous or worried and what I do when I feel like things are not in control. Well, if I’m honest, I can’t handle being nervous and worried very well. But when I am, I have to act like I’m not because that’s how everybody sees me as. Confident and sure of myself. As for what I do when I feel like I’m losing control, it’s more like I do lose control. I let it happen on the inside and act like it’s not all falling apart around me and I’m feeling like I can handle it, because honestly, most of the time I can’t. I always have to hide it, people see me in a way that I can’t be myself, can’t tell people about things because it would destroy the reputations people think I have, they make the reputations on what they see me do, how I do it and how I socialise with others, it’s so complex I sometimes snap because it’s constant pressure on me from everybody.

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