I keep going from I can do this, I’m not incapable like my family thinks and says, to they are right, there’s no way I can do this. I don’t want to except I’m still not well. I just want to make people proud, I don’t want to admit I’m still not ok. I don’t want to continue this meaningless life of mine, I’m stuck between wanting to make something of my life, and not wanting to be here anymore.
I feel you
Stay strong and breathe deeply