I just want to say that sometimes I just need my space. I just need time to breathe and take care of myself. It’s nothing against you or other people.

And that's completely fine. Take your time. Sending you positive vibes!

Life

I have the ACT aspire next week, wish me good luck.

Anxiety

Need a true friend 💜 

3am Thoughts

Loneliness is temporary but it can keep you low for a long time if you don't know how to cope. It is possible when you figure out a way to be happy alone, build yourself stronger mentally and physically that will make you independent.

Lonely

**Pyar to aisa hi hota hai**

Tumhe satana acha lagta hai,
Tumhara mujhe manana aapnepan ka ehsaas deta hai,

Lafzo mai beshak na kahu,lekin dil toh sub ankho se bayan karta hai,

Pyar toh aisa hi hota hai,
Jo khamoshi mai bhi har baat sunn leta hai,

Har chiz ko bas jazbaato se mehsoos kar leta hai,
Pyar toh aisa hi kuch beparwah, maasoom aur thoda shaitan sa hota hai ❣️ !!!! 

Poetry

Don't know how to say this but I have lost my dog from cancer almost a year ago along with my cat a few months ago. Because of that I spiraled into a constant sadness as the cat I lost used to be the living being from my grandmother who passed from cancer. Its getting harder to stay happy and at this point I constantly have to fake happiness and I don't know what to do anymore. I've recently... self harmed and have scars from it. I'm getting a half butterfly / half flower tattoo over the scars but I'm genuinely not happy. I don't know who to go to and I cannot afford the actual therapy help so I came here. I really hope people on here can help me, I just don't know what to do. I'm slowly spiraling into a worse sadness and cannot stop it. I was also bullied a few years back so I constantly think negative and have no self esteem, I also have old scars from the bullying and if I'm even alone I constantly have negative thoughts and sometimes I can't even stop it. Normally I hide my emotions in and say nothing but it just hurts to hold everything in. I need help, I just cannot afford it...

Depression

hey fellows , I need your reviews on the following!
today I had a discussion with someone on pros and cons of NOT wearing a bra.
she was clearly in favour of wearing them and I was not ; even since childhood I never wore a bra (I m 18) , I always wore girl sandos and shameez which supported my chest area.
I think since bra being a western obsession was a part of corsets in past it was not meant to prevent breasts from sagging ;it was meant to shape good and before the discovery of bra ,people didn't need them. That was my point that most of the times I don't need a bra (sometimes yes I need).I saw a poetry of HELLY SHAH ON TAPE A TALE titled -DEAR BREASTS which taught me to accept my breasts be of any shape and also that the man who will love me ,will love my natural breasts!
at last bras have been a serious cause of breast cancer so I don't wear them frequently!!
pls tell your reviews of whom you find right -me or the other person.


Sexual Health

Sometimes l feel Sadness trapped inside my bones
reverberating in the cages where my heart is stored 
My throat feels heavy 
with the lump of guilts and regrets
My breathing becomes shallow 
Inhaling the restlessness and exhaling the  pains
My voices become meek
 and my eyes shrink
My brain freezes
and my legs feel weak
My stomach grumbles 
and chest start to tinkle
Sometimes l feel Sadness trapped inside of me pretty deep.

Sometimes l feel as if l can't breathe
I try breathing as fast as l can
I suck air inside me as much as l can
But all my body does is give up
I don't understand what hit me so hard
I don't understand why it makes me so sad
All parts of my body starts to ache
My mind become numb
And the world starts to fade
Everything outside and inside me starts to tremble
All of these crisis starts to feel Existential.
Sometimes l feel as if l cannot ever find peace.

I get depressed from time to time about my future and my fate ND my life i am living rn. Sometimes I lose my will to continue living this life. Like I get exhausted.  I know everybody has ups and down but I feel like I can do so much things ND improve each day, but some factors buries my freedom.

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