I just want to go back in time and sit beside her. The one whose life I never think of before mine. I want to know what she laughed about with friends. I want to sit with the teenage version of her. Ask about her dreams. A page in her schoolbook. Even a single thread of her dress would be the greatest gift. I just want to witness a miracle. I'm sorry this world could not keep you safe. When I am about to shatter I think of your strength and harden. 
-Love you mum 
Miss you❤️

It's really beautifully written. Great words. Be strong like your mom 😊🧡

3am Thoughts

Ya’ll, my ADHD is fucking tripping… been working on this assignment for 5 days and I’m stuck… I can’t think. 

School

She was like a fragrance of flower, 
reaches my senses from distances. 
She is far but her fragrance pervades the atmosphere. 

Poetry

It just sometimes feels like there is so much burden in life.
not only in the present, I think about the future too.
There are so much stress with whatever career path we choose, and of course, performance anxiety.
I know that this is part and parcel of life but it seems a lot. I don't want to run away from it but I don't want to lose my happiness and tranquility over it. 😕

Stress

Good Night beautiful people! Everything and everyone will be okay here! Let's help each other heal! 🤍

Affirmations

I've kinda stopped giving a shit about my appearance (I'm a girl if that gives context) and while I feel more liberated i noticed I can't go TOO far gone otherwise id look downright homeless💀👍🏼

Body image

Someone to share something

So, my mom just saw me having a mental breakdown, asked me what's wrong, but there is so many things wrong. I tried telling her, ended up saying that I can't tell her, cause I just can't. I can't describe my emotions, my feelings. I wanted to, but I couldn't. She ended up asking me if she can help me, I said no. She then angrily asked me if she should get me a therapist... Heh, I got scared. The way she said it, yeah , it made me scared. And I mean, I wanted to tell my parents that I am not physically okay. But not like this. I had planned it, and this is not what I wanted it to look like. I just have a feeling that I screw up. And I seriously don't know what I should do now. We had some small talk where I told her about some of my problems... Yeah, she found a solution for everything and acted like if I was stupid for not doing that. I knew there is a solution for everything, but I wasn't psychically ready and able to solve them. 

I seriously so fucking hate talking about my feelings and problems and whatever with my family. I hate it. Cause they don't look at me the way they did before. I hate the sudden change in their behaviour. I much more prefer talking about it to people who I don't know. Fuck... 

Hi. 
Can anyone suggest me some good apps to organise a watch party with my friends please?  
I live in India. 

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