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Lia @leelia

i just want someone to cry with, hug each other and tell them everything will be alright, let them know they’re not alone, let them know they’re worth it and perfect just the way they are, no matter what people say we are all so precious. I don’t want to hurt, I don’t want anyone to hurt like me, more or at all. I’m crying as I’m writing this, I’ve been crying for a while now, if you have been crying lately i want you to know that whatever it is, it’s going to be fine, trust me you’ll make it out of this like i know you’ve done it before, one day things will be better. Whoever you are, if you need someone I’m here and i will always because i won’t let anyone else hurt alone, so come look for me, i know i might not do much but I will never judge you, ill never turn my back against you, ill be here, you can cry and tell me anything, whatever it is, whoever you are I don’t care, all I care about is for you to be okay.
Don’t let others define your worth, don’t allow others to hurt you, to convince you of what you are not, don’t let what other point out in you be now something you see and feel insecure about. Even if other’s don’t see your light you’re shining, even if others don’t see you blooming it’s okay some flowers bloom at night while everyone’s asleep, and they’re just as beautiful as any other flower, you just can’t see them but i know you’re there. You deserve to live, you deserve to be happy, you deserve to love and be loved, you deserve everything you have been giving. And to whoever says the opposite tell me who says that and I’ll fight them!

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Sparkz0302 @sparkz0302

Just read you post, at first I was sad for you, it sounds like your hurting. (and the crying while writing was an obvious giveaway…) I really like your approach, right now you’re hurting more than ever but all you can think about is other who see hurting and you don’t want them to feel the way you’re currently feeling. Wow. It’s sad but also very uplifting. 🤗 Why are you sad, who/what has managed to break you down?

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Lia @leelia

Thanks and Thank you for asking, I was just thinking of many things all I have gone through,every time i felt like I deserved nothing because others made it seem like it, i was thinking about how mean people can be sometimes just letting go of careless words who can totally tear someone apart. While i was remembering these people and those times , i was feeling really sorry for myself bc i really allowed that to get to me,bc it truly made me feel horrible and while thinking that i was just feeling really upset, as much as i feel sorry for me i feel sorry for others who have to feel this way as well, i think it’s unfair, it hurts me and i don’t want to allow it. What i said is a message for both others and myself to let them know how worth it they are and how much i hope they know that.
I was just feeling hurt bc of others and mad at myself for feeling hurt bc i shouldn’t.
I don’t know if I’m making sense lol it’s 3 am and I’m falling asleep now.

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Sparkz0302 @sparkz0302

It’s 2am where I am. And most definitely agree with what you said. Some people are just mean but them again others seem mean but may not be intentionally yet to hurt you/us… I believe everyone taps in to their emotions they way they cope with best and some people are not as open or comfortable when expressing there feelings, what do you think? Also, I’ve had really down days I’m sure we all have but as a man and the person I am, I will always say I’m ok. I have been crying non stop today. I went to mum mums house and she asked me “where wrong?” I replied with the above. you might think “why didn’t you speak to your mum?” TBH, I can think of a couple of reasons that pipped in to my head. 1 - she would hear me out today, then carry on asking me about it in days/weeks to come. I would rather not say anything at all than to feel obligated to answer seems as she now knows me secret, so I have to entertain the question by answering 😕 2 - I would feel like I never should have told her in the first place be Asus I would feel weak and also wouldn’t want her to be sad for me 3 - the information just seems to sensitive to share… 🤔 Uno there are things in your life that you may never want to share with anyone because it’s just too personal to you. 🥺 I guess that’s the start of the cycle when it come to built up emotions🤔

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Lia @leelia

hii so i just wrote a very long text saying why i could totally understand what you where saying and why i agreed with you but then my computer died and ofc i lost all i wrote so im too lazy to write it again lol but yeah i get what ur saying 100% cuz im like that as well(about not telling other’s my feelings) and i also kind of agree with what u said about ppl not always meaning to be mean but that just being they’re way of coping, cuz i’ve been there done that, and bc i know ppl like that as well who i know had no real bad intentions but just didn’t know any better, i do think it has a limit, and there are thing that being mature enought and at a certain age where you are supposed to grow up mentally then u know that there are some things you should never say no matter what and anyone with basic morals wouldn’t. But there are times when you might say something not so nice bc u had a bad day or are just going throught a hard time and don’t know how to handle it. ( sorry for any spelling mistakes i don’t have grammarly on and english isn’t my first language + i have dyslexia lol)

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Sparkz0302 @sparkz0302

your English is good dw 🙂 I think it all comes down to the individual and how they process things, uno, we all know what right & wrong is from early days being a child. You can say God put it in you… or its just basic instincts, it really doesn’t matter…the point I’m trying to make is every situation we go through is life should teach us a lesson. something positive, something meaningful!

Sometimes we treat people in a certain way or act in a certain way but didn’t understand and still not understand why people said to you " that was a bit harsh" “how would you like it if someone said that to you?”… Uno stuff like that.

The reason I say that is because “when we don’t know we are doing something wrong or oppressing someone” etc…

We then get put in the position of the other party (at some point in our life) to know how they was possibly feeling and the emotions, thought process of that individual.

In short what I’m trying to say is “learn the lesson, before we become a lesson”

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Lia @leelia

truee, i think i get what ur saying and yeah u have a point

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@renilin

this really helps and i hope you’re getting better as time goes too. i really love, “if you have been crying lately i want you to know that whatever it is, it’s going to be fine, trust me you’ll make it out of this like i know you’ve done it before, one day things will be better,” im dealing a lot with school right now and some of the times i guess i cry of stress.
im trying to get through it, just this week and next week of school, then im done :)

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