I just wanna talk about my OCD. If anyone who is going through the same or understands it. I would love to have a talk.

Relationships

You changed me..... 

I got many new things in me i my self everyone is like why did you change i notice that you are less social.

Sometime i seem to be less interested in loved once talk to me but really i  that type of girlwho don't appreciate things but if you write somthings for me or do something for me i will be the happiest i will read that hundred time  i appreciate your efforts without letting you know yeh i am sensitive too, i am gonna notice every little thing without saying. You hurt me i am going to bear it without letting you know yeh i am this type of idiot. 

Crush

How would you end it, meaning yourself?

3am Thoughts

I have this DISEASE, SYNDROME or Whatever you
call it. I thinks it's OCD.
The thing is whatever I do I want to end it with an
odd number.
1. Like do something it must have (???,... etc)
Sometimes I open and close the House Gate and
Then Open and then close and then open.
2. I want things to be organised.
3. If I listen or watch anything I watch it thrice.
Sometimes I find it funny, and then I find it
irritating.
Don't know why. But I Love Me having another
Me. And ofcourse I
want to get rid of OCD. but I fear I'm going to
Miss It. It's Stockholm Syndroming Me 😂🤣 !!! 

A Greek philosopher sitting in a deep contemplative state was asked 

What is on your mind ? 

To which he replied - I am very worried by the thought that worrying does no good.

Such is the vicious circle of worrying.

I don't feel good. Low on energy and will to live. I can feel my soul tired. It's a constant feeling of being drained like someone is sucking energy out of me. I'm trying to keep myself sane n motivated. I'm really really tired. I feel like giving up. 

Stress

Idk I feel like no one will ever love me and my friends will also leave me... i domt show my emotions much often and to scared to confess about love... i might have like someokenin the past but they end up with my friends amd i dont mind that... i did hurt in the start but then everythong seemed fine... ik here no one knows me so i can say a little true abt myself... i feel like i am trying too hard to catch ppl attention, i also feel lonely even when hanging out with friends... i also got body image issues and also some brittle bones and i am over weight as well... i feel like i am a burden on people.. so much so that few days ago i thought like i should jump off my apartment bcoz i was tired of all this pain and sorrows..
Idk what to do with my life.... ik i will not jump but srill... and i have been experiencing nightmares about stuff and having panic attacks during days

Body image

I get depressed from time to time about my future and my fate ND my life i am living rn. Sometimes I lose my will to continue living this life. Like I get exhausted.  I know everybody has ups and down but I feel like I can do so much things ND improve each day, but some factors buries my freedom.

I am 20M and i have vitiligo. Initially I thought it would get alright in 3-4 months but it's been a year and I'm tired of waiting. I'm fucking tired and depressed . I feel like why it happened to me , did I do something wrong? I already had a lot of insecurities and this sure blew up everything and made me so worse.
I just don't know if i could ever be happy.

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