I just wanna cry and I need someone’s support I dunno wanna go through stuff alone but why can’t I share I go through a lot my friends think otherwise but I do. I really wanna tell them that I can also be sad. I’m mostly there for everyone every time but no one is there for me because i simply don’t let them and i really wanna change this 

It’s difficult but we’ll gotta do it, thanks for saying that

Going through many feelings at a time heartbreak losing friends
Nothing is the same anymore 

Breakup

Feel really bad and my tears come in the end but I know this is not the end of my fighting.
Really feel desperate when I already learning time to time and my result is not go up sometime it stuc and worse it go down... My time is ticking and feel so bad that I feel I'm gonna make everyone that supports me will disappointed, the worse people I met in my life will gonna forever looke me with one sided eye. I feel so miserable but I can talk anymore with my friends and family cause I know they have been encouraging me from time to time I don't want they keep worrying me,I'm just gonna go march and hope my stress level will poof gone and keep think positive although its hard. 

Stress

Who is that one person whom you don’t want to run into during your worse time? For me it’s…not one but a bunch of people 🤪.

The more I thought about it, the more I believed it was going to happen. I started creating scenarios in my head when I was 21 years old. I didn't realize what was happening to me at that time. I came to realization about my mental illness at the age of 23, when I finally had the courage to go to a doctor. I wish I had gone earlier.

Mental Health

Life would've been much more easier if there wasn't any concept of love since the very beginning. No relying up on hopes. No betrayal. No fear of losing someone. No burden. People then would've been just carrier oriented to achieve their life goals and stay focused. 

Maybe some of would've seen examples in our lives like two lovers who knew one another since childhood, fell in love, kept on growing themselves supporting each other to build future together. And they truly get what they desired for. I call such people as "god gifted relationships". 

Surely, they do face hardships in their lives as well, but those hardships are from other areas of their life. Atleast they  are all relieved with relationship area.



Depression

Would I ever get someone who loves me as much as I do.. would I ever get someone who would care about me alot.. I seriously need someone genuine.

3am Thoughts

I am in a sandwich, and I am working on an essay for one of the breads. ￼

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