Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I just realised, maybe at the other side of what I think I was doing for myself it might appear that I’m trying to please people, unknowingly. For me, giving them favor is just a way of thinking. “Maybe they just saw me as someone who they can trust.”, “Maybe they have no one to rely to.”, “Maybe I’m comfortable to be with and easy to talk to”, “Maybe I can help them.”. Though honestly, sometimes I feel I don’t deserve the treatment. I feel like a punching bag. “Maybe they’re just using me.”, “Maybe they think I’m a pushover.”, “Maybe I’m their last option.”, “Maybe they think I’m lonely.”