I just read a thought and wanted to share with you all 🤗🤗

It states,

STOP TRYING TO PROVE YOURSELF..........
YOU ARE A HUMAN....NOT A THEOREM!!

The people who live on the planet called earth😐😑

3am Thoughts

I just traveled to another country to handle some personal paperwork and to to see my father, I’m in home-quarantine and the issue is he kept bringing me food everyday despite me already having cooking utensils and ingredients at home, I don’t think I can finish all the food he brought, I told him I didn’t want him to bring any food today and I explained that I haven’t even finished the food from the day before but he still did. this is getting overwhelming and I don’t usually eat a lot of food either, I’m not sure if it’s ED because I’m not worrying about my weight and I usually just eat what I felt I like eating. The food he brought is just wasn’t what I wanted and I ended up not finishing them and wanting to eat less. I feel guilty but all the food he brought is starting to become a burden and I feel like this about food every time I have to spend time with my father since I was a child. Not looking for advice though I just wanted to rant and be heard.

Frustration

My boyfriend just called me to verbally abuse me because he was pissed off that I told his sister he cheated on me lol

Boyfriend

I can not think of a single fucking tangible reason to keep living except the boy who doesn’t feel the same way and is going through the same bullshit I am. I’ve been staring at my pill bottles all day trying to figure out how much would kill me. I want to tell my friends, but they’re struggling enough.

Drug Abuse

Hi guys. I just created an account here. I’ve been feeling a bit low ever since the 2nd lockdown occurred in my country. There’s been a lot on my mind recently and’ I don’t really know who to talk to. I have friends that i’ve known for a very long time but don’t feel confortable opening to them. I know they won’t understand how I feel because the few times i’ve tried talking to them their words towards me were just so far from what I needed to hear. I know seeking confort from them and hearing their advices will annoy me and make me feel even more shitty. 

I’m 18 and started college on September. I thought uni life would be so much fun, just like in the movies. Boy was I wrong. I haven’t made any friends, lost motivation to go to class, found out that the subject I was studying for was not for me and now that I want to change it to something else, everyone around me just make me feel so fucking stupid. Like they would just look at me after I’d tell them what I want to study and be like « aren’t u dumb? » « you must be kidding » « that isn’t for you » « you have no clue what you’re doing and going to do ».??? Like no fuck Einstein, I know i’m Not sure that’s what I want to do but NOT ONE of my friends and family actually gave me a real piece of advice. Maybe like « how I could see you do this » « I think you should consider tatada.. ». The worst in this is that my decision wasn’t even dumb. I’d rather give up Now than spend another 6 months doing something I know for a fact isn’t right for me. And when I explain this to people they have nothing to say bc they know i’m Right, they’re just so used to criticising me that they won’t even recognise when I do something right. That’s just fucking toxic. 
I feel sad cause I feel like i’ve Always been there for people close to me, always tried to help them out when they needed it, be there whenever they needed an ear to listen or a shoulder to cry on. I’m not asking for anything in return than just the same thing. Yet, out of all the people that I know, not one can genuinely understand how I feel and how I think. 

I’m 18 and everyone is pressuring me to know what I want to do with my life, especially since this virus arrived, wrecked the economy and threatened all of our futures. I know every student or young people also feel the same as I do, but I just want someone to listen to me. 
Anyways, I wanted to let this out at least. Thanks for coming to my TED talk.
And thanks to everyone who’s read that far. 

Stress

sup dudes Im goingg to 7th grade soon and I feel like Im gonna mess it up. I isolated myself from everyone I know outside of my house in every social media. Anyways Im here to tell people how crappy and sensitive I am. I get mad easily asf bro especially at my sixth grade teacher when I think of what she always did. Like shut the fuck up old ass bitch I don't need to learn about when the revolution of toilets started I am sure as hell not learning every day bro give me space that's not even the worst part but also my dumb ass "friends" in school are so disgusting one of them sent me a video of a dude masturbating like bro you're 11. I'm gonna post my darkest secrets right now. I think Im doing this cause my period just started 2 hours ago

Lonely

I wake everyday feeling like I'm stuck in a rut. The same routine of anxiety, crying, feeling bad, working, eating and sleeping and the cycle starts once again, with new challenges. I think I have done myself bad by investing my energy in the things that were not as essential as the things are now. I feel like giving up right when it matters the most, and I unable to escape this feeling. Why do I keep making the same mistakes, knowing what the consequences will be like. 
Why do I care so much about what my guardians, teachers and peers think of my performance? Why am I like this? 
Ugh! it's so annoying 
😫😖😣😩😭😓

How many friends do u have?

There is this guy I have a crush on and he too has a crush on me, but he doesn't show me the affection, care or something, he has female bestf he talks to her everyday but couldn't give me reply even after being online
Guys you'll suggest what should I do???

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