I just put all digital images of him and our relationship in a digital vault and out of my phone. I remember when I wasn’t even attracted to him. I didn’t even find him to be a little cute. I just kept talking myself into liking him because he was saying everything in the world I wanted to hear so by the time I met him in person again (last time in middle school 25+ years ago), I had fallen for him. What the hell is wrong with me?