I just had a breakdown an hour ago. Im just at the end of my rope. Im not sure of how to deal with situation. It affects me so much yet i cant actually do anything about it. At this point, its just a guessing game of how long it takes for our misery to become severe. I has written before about false case that my sil implicated us all in. The recordings that she has made show us guilty even when the whole situation was staged by her, I am so stressed out. We are not an affluent family. We already have our share of financial troubles. i just feel like ending it all or just sleeping into oblivion.
I’m sorry to hear you going through a hard time. As fellow human beings, we have all at some point had to go through situations where we’ve questioned why it’s happened to us. Please consider what I’m about to say only as a means of coping and feeling better and not as an attempt to trivialise any of your problems. I know it feels like the end of the world, but this horrible, monstrous time will pass too. It won’t be easy, but it will require you to be and stay strong. Don’t look back. In the end, it will all be alright and you will thank yourself for persevering, for just coming out of it stronger. I know finances hurt, they hurt severely, but personal loss, irreversible loss hurts much more. Don’t put yourself in any further agony. You’ll be able to find avenues to either raise money, loan money but you won’t be able to find yourself again if you get lost in this battle. I cannot imagine what each day must be like for you. But just wait this period out. There are sunny days awaiting you as the storm clears. I promise you. Don’t fall down, you have come so far, you will make it out of this. I believe in you.
Thanks. I can tell when people dont know what to say to a situation. Its fine though. I am really trying to focus on my health rn.
Sorry if this wasn’t good enough, was just trying to be there for you … still here if you need to talk ?
